::pUrE tAbiThA®::

2009-12-11T00:36:00.001+08:00

i never wanted things to turn out or end this way.

never.

2009-06-04T05:07:00.001+08:00

it's great to have people like my parents.
(:

2009-05-19T22:39:00.001+08:00

sometimes i just dont understand the complexities of life/relationships.

they're like candles;
melt under heat
and leave you in a pool of wax.

2009-05-06T23:01:00.003+08:00

ouh! these photos are uploaded randomly;
i didnt have a choice of what photos to upload!
anyways, perhaps it's fate that i uploaded these photos! haha.
ryan must be so happy (:

anyway, i've got so much to say to you right now,
you're dearly missed! (:

pris, thanks for the convo just now,
see you tmr love! (:

2009-02-14T14:56:00.002+08:00

i should cut ties with all the lies that i've been living in.

you're crazy

last night was Gab's chalet at downtown east
Jim Beam
Johnie Walker
Hennessy

i sumpah everyone was like at least half gone.
the party game was quite fun & interesting.

pictures later when sher uploads them.

haha, what are the odds man.
i met a Tabitha there too.
(=
pretty cool huh.

anyway,
thanks sher & pris.
you've been the best.

2009-02-14T14:35:00.005+08:00

i'm posting these pics because sha says i look pretty (:
hahahaha

2009-02-11T02:46:00.003+08:00

i like sha's most recent entry.
sounds like what i wanna say.
anyway, sha, i really miss you!!!
like, TONNES. (:
mail me soon please!

my best cousin ever.
this is what she wrote at a back of a pic she gave me
'never for a second think you're alone'
AWWW.
my heart almost melted when i read that okay.
soompah oompah loompa
too bad i was in a rush to do best's scrapbook.
SHA, hughug! (: (: (:

You scream and shout,
you search for words to fill your rants,
veins excruciatingly etch in your forehead,
a thousand words leave your mouth,
a few leave me cut and bruised.

We make too many mistakes,
we waste time we don't have,
we live for the lies,
we speak too much.

While you're at it,
remember to take a breath.
It'll help you live the way you should.

2009-02-11T02:29:00.010+08:00

that's the little group of us at best's chalet!
(:
really happy to see my close friends
so fond of R! (:
happy pie me.
hooray!

mahjong tiles.
"we miss you tab"
"tab, will you marry me?"

i'll always remember!
pranked sher and best.
sibei funny.
hahaha

(:

that was my life!

some random pics!

my cousin's wedding!
7th Feb 09

kor nat, me, colin (: (: (:
kor looks damn kiam here.

at the bride's house.
(my cousin la!)
i was so under dressed. haha. woops

outing with my all time fav girls

simpang!siglap!

i quite like this pic!
happy pillows!

(:
hahaha.

tabitha ftw! (:

cheese milk cow

my princhillia

this is actually her fav pose.
i'm trying to pose her. hahaha

kaching!
cons the maid.

2009-01-12T00:25:00.004+08:00

more random pics coming up!

11th jan.
my last sunday here.

sermon:
Stop the traffic.

how nice is that pic! haha

Jumping shot! cool aye! (: (: (:
be proud of me hahaha

another one at sunset (:
fishing

swimming at the apartment!
well not really, soaking in the jacuzzi (:

i'm gonna post random photos of the trip
here and there. so yeah.
havent got the pics yet
not all

also thanks to my vaio
which is dying on me,
running out of memory
gotta get my hard drive when i go back

today was church then yum cha for lunch,
headed home for OTH
then dinner
-lamb , wine.
oohlala (:

HONEY,
happy 8th month! (:
i know i'm a little late,
but at least we both didnt forget
this time round! haha.
(:
thank you for that lovely e card (:
and for loving me.
i love you!
(:

2009-01-08T22:40:00.009+08:00

today was to Dandenong.
a little shopping
-soap and tea
then went bird feeding! (:
check photos at facebook!

that was our Adelaide trip.
SOME glimpses of our last day there. haha
the rest when i have more time.

it was REALLY cold
my legs actually went numb.
hahaha

sushi and i (:

magnificent.

london bridge is falling down,
falling down, falling down.
look, it really fell.

at some place i forgot.
around the same area though.
where i scraped my knee! oww.
stupid rocks

the hero in me thought i could survive on shorts
i forgot my precious dkny jeans.haha

that's the 9 of us on the last morning together
- 12 apostles

2009-01-04T15:32:00.016+08:00

all these pictures are what i got from val
because my dear cousin hasnt passed me the tonne of pictures
that we took from the road trip.
that's me and val there hanging onto the rock,
day 1 at Grampians!
trekking.

that was some lookout i forgot what. (:
me and sha.

check out the wind man!
blowing my hair like nobody's business.
CHOWBEE! so cute.

VAL and i (:
jealous, adrienne?

that's val, isaac, ven and i!
it was a really high place i gotta say.
super.

ouh the 3 musketeers.
we kept climbing everywhere!
jumping from place to place.
so dangerous! geez.
but it was really fun though.

check that cave out.
i got scratched!

2nd day i think.
beach! (:
that's sha, me with a blur look cos too many cams
want to shoot me. yupp so. hahaha
isaac, WES, tim.

sha val and i (:
beach

ven sha tab zac
the 18 year olds

charmaine, tab, ven,val

charmaine and i! haha

tab charmaine val
couldnt wear any less than that
because of my granny and my aunt and uncle

yupp, most of the kids who went,
jerm missing i think. haha.

baby! yupp now you get to see some of the peekachoos
that you've requested (:

and the rest get a treat too. haha!

enjoy.
(:

2008-12-20T22:57:00.002+08:00

my fav photo (:

that's a lame video. hahaha.
check it out
courtesy of sha

2008-12-20T22:21:00.002+08:00

time flies!
it's more than 2 weeks since i've been here.
wonder if anybodies miss me in singapore.
haha!
HMM.
i wont wanna know.

anyway,
sha and i just finished One tree hill season 1!
( i know we're real outdated but whatever!)
YEAH! what an ending! NOOOO!
GO WATCH.

i hate australia
because
there are internet restrictions here
so we cant watch as freely as we can in spore
therefore stuck at season 1

anyway, we're leaving for adelaide on 23rd! (tues)
had a stayover at ann's the other day,
of which 3 movies were screened,
but i didnt live to finish any of them,
cos i fell asleep (as usual ) haha.

yupp. came home the next day,
did some housekeeping,
then went to Mordialloc beach for the sunset!
it was pretty good
it was so cold!!
see pics on facebook.
(:

spankewzverimuchhies

been talking to baby everyday,
waking up at noon everyday.
what a life (:
haha
LAZY ARSE

that's me. (:
livewithme.

today(sat)
had quite a number of guests over
darn i feel so jealous
which i was in singapore
everyone here exchanging gifts

here,
i'm not existent!
maybe, just more non-existent than in spore.
DARN

went for christmas service just now.
REAL GOOD (:
(i think haha)
although i felt it as more of a concert
than a CHRIST-mas service.
yuppiez.

WELCOME BACK PRISCILLA TAN M.Y! (:
gosh.
MEET UP WHEN I'M BACK.
then we'll keep to your promises. haha.
=D

yupp!
tmr going out again.
till afternoon i guess.

2008-12-15T22:12:00.006+08:00

update!
hmm, let's see..
since the last post,
i cant really remember what i did.
hahaha.

OHYES one great highlight is that we went shopping!
at a DFO (:
ah but i havent got my fcuk stuff i want!
& flip-flops.
ouh,thank you baby for the PF stuff
you're gonna buy for me (:
(thanks to sarah for introducing to me and online shop)

on sunday was church in the morn,
lunch at sophie's
movie marathon at boxhill office,
The Booth for bubble tea with
venetia,val,wes, zac sha and i.
later was some christmas candle light thing
at the FunGus church

finally met THEIR friends. haha.
err ya. haha.

today's dinner was really great!
LAMB CHOPS.
yum yum (:
courtesy of aunt serina.
=D

SHA.
you owe me money,
dont you ever forget that.
live with regret and guilt if you do
better pay up.

ANYWAY,
congratulations on your GOOD results
you arse hole.
cant stand you

(hehe, you know i love you[: )

yeah went to some christmas house
just now
it's way cool man.
here are some pics!
pics at christmas house!
it's a real house,mind you.
go check out facebook for more.

i know my blog's damn boring.
live with it (=

2008-12-10T23:06:00.007+08:00

SLEEPOVER at ADRIENNE's!

(10th dec)

our home made hot choc! haha (:
okay la, quite successful
for the first time

sha's driving us crazy.
haha!

sarah's a nice girl
who doesnt eat much
i think she's anorexic
i still like her anyway (:

she's a lil crazy,
adrienne.

need i say more,
adrienne and i were owning
2 v 3
sha, sarah and audrey
were so DODGY
still say us!
hahaha.

LOOK AT OUR PROPERTY

their freshly painted nails!

FUN FUN FUN!
bagging ppl is fun.
hehe.

of course, not forgetting audrey!
dont have her pic that's all!
we reached home around 6,
got changed then went jogging.
it was pretty fuitless
because i lost ALL my stamina,
HAHAHA.
it's so funny.
whateverzz manx.
suckks

yupp! so we're kinda into the idea
of street busking now.
HAHA!
wild child!
i like (=

enjoy.

2008-12-10T22:54:00.010+08:00

DAY 1!

baby's fav pic (: above

in the city!

watching some futsal comp

coolss

see oizac's shadow!haha

that's a church! in the city
gran and i (:

slack shot!

HEARTTT

i've been a rather good girl here.
COMMIT NO NUISANCE

just some photos.
SOME.
we took loads here.
(:

2008-12-10T21:46:00.016+08:00

SATURDAY MORNING REDHILL FLEAA

at the Redhill flea! that's oizac behind =D (that's how they pronounce it here) (i'm getting aussified) =D

look at some scenery before you get glued to my face.
HAHA.kidding!
there isnt much photos here
majoriy WILL be uploaded on facebook
but now, it's not jammed up.
so i switched to blogger.
just for a brief glimpse.
catch more on facebook! (:
enjoy

Arthurs Seat
(been there together previously on training camp)

CHERRY PICKING! (saturday)

JUST LOOK AT THEM! REALLY NICE (:

my first experience (: (stop staring at my armpits)

sha joce & i

the 4 of us (:

isaac and i! (: with our cute cherries!

that's muai fingerzz cool ritez thankews

we had a spitting seed competition
& obviously you know who won,
MOIII! (:hohoho

sha's a sore loser.
lose alr then do such things.
anyway, having a cherry butt is quite a good thing!
hahaha (: thanks!

AFTER CHERRY PICKING

ouh, that's us after our dinner,
before heading for penguin parade!

phew phew phew!

me & granny!
LOOK AT THE WIND!!
i mean, you cant see the wind but,
LOOK AT MY HAIR!
cold as man.(aussified)
(i look pregnant here! -.- )

that's gran,joce and i in the exhibition.

cameras not allowed in that's why turned out so bad
also because
i didnt take it =D

ANYWAYS, I GOT TO SEE PENGUINS!!! (:
SOO CUTE I TELL YOU!
so so cute. if you wanna know more,
ask me personally! hahaha =D =D =D

2008-11-23T00:54:00.008+08:00

her fav phrase:
PISSES ME OFF

hahaha, last night was dinner with bestie.
the things that she does just crack me up
(=
had dinner at soup spoon!
where we met mujia and the guy.

ooh!bought some stuff at raffles city
after watching some spectacular dance!
damn nice (=

ohyes last night's FNC was a night to remember
best,me/g,j
best,me/wy,s
best,me,g/j

anyway, it's coolios to the max now.
hurray!(=
thanks soo much best, gav and j.
(although our prawning plan became a virtue)

after a few rounds of bridge,
we played Risk, where best got thrashed
and thereby decided to sleep to escape
so poor gavin and i went to watch tv
i slept at 6, woke up at 8 for
Setting the heart free seminar with yamyam
song bo?
the conference was from 10-5pm
but i left earlier for church and all
couldnt tank,
kept snoozing during the movie screening haha!
ps

this was last week's friday night club pix

MONKEYS

after our sb, gavin and i found this

hahahaha, naughty right! tsktsk
recently, gavin & i have been
laughing at lydia
for dont know what reason also
hahaha

MARIA SHAPIPOVA!!!!
ownage! hahahahahaha
*tickles to the max
killer sial

cheese! =D

i'm good girl number 1!
(ya la lydia shut up)
(bryan also)
(only hun will agree(= )
right hun?(:

peekachoos from The Line, Shangrila (=
monday! 17th

ogre and the chiobu.
(hahaha, all diam again except hun)

shawn quack, keyne, naythenail,dot,steven,moi,
a mosquito,xtra large, ogre
(: (: (:
coolios manzz!

baby i'm so proud of you! (:
you finished Confessor in just one night!
pro, proness to the maxx! =D
& i'm so glad you're finally well!
^5!
(=

2008-11-14T13:57:00.005+08:00

LIBERATION!
congratulations to my class
and to shasha
cos the dreadful A's are finally over!
to hell with it (=

ATTENTION!

sorry all if you wish to continue reading
beware of the next photo
chewren below the age of 15 cannot view

.
.
.

a human bird, yam!
hehehehe =D
i know you're so gonna kill me
but do you think i'm scared of you?
(=

yupp yam & i at ikea.
haha i forced him to push me around! (:
after our 15 sweddish meatballs and
6 chicken wings
(=
it's good for you yam, need to exercise.
hahaha

yam's foot got more fish
cos too smelly alr.
mine too nice they dont wanna bite

ouh, a few pictures of the fish spa pond thing!
it's so freaking TICKLISH!
i was screaming and cursing all over.
tsktsk stupid fish make me sin.
hahaha

so yupp came home around 1130,
justin and lem came pick me up at 130,
picked nicky and pris
then went to carls jr at ecp to slack
then springfield to see them change tyre
-.-
and get fooled by lem and his stupid qns.
hahaha
damn it,
everybody, go find a bicycle on your $2 note

if you can find any i'll give you $10
(:

reached home and slept at 5!

i just realised my optimal sleeping hours is 6!
cos i woke up at 11 (: (: (:

overnight dota tonight! (:

2008-11-04T21:36:00.001+08:00

AHH!!!
okay i gotta go meet jer now. hahaha
bye!
math totally sucked today.

2008-09-30T19:12:00.012+08:00

WEEEEEE
these are some pictures which represent
the things i wanna do after holidays,
FREEDOM! (:
cant wait for it.
it's one of my motivations.
you can look at A levels as 1 more month to go,
or 1 month and 13 days to holidays! (: (: (:
weeee =D

went to the airport to study with
pris, cons, john, xunny, rafi and nat on friday!

then sat was tuition at sot.

went lunch at nam kee with ryan's on sunday.
was supposed to be photo taking.
but, ouhwell. haha.
crap happens (:

skipped school yesterday and today!
for reasons which are obvious.
next week's pre a-level exams for us.
sighhhh
everyone's feeling the heat!

gahh.
anyway, what struck me over a conversation was,
many ppl tend to focus on RESULTS,
and not the learning process.
and anyhow if i dont do well,
my life's in God's hands anyway.
so i dont have to worry!
yay yay! (:
i think i've learnt a fair bit through pre-u.
(:
let's hope for the best!

(:

i've lots of expectations to live up to
so i'll try my very best!

2008-09-19T19:54:00.002+08:00

some pics i just got!
the others i cant find it in my folder
so i shant upload!

2008-09-07T01:10:00.009+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

A special shout out to honey!(:

i've just gotta blog about this moment of
absolute sweetness (:
right now r's studying on my bed while i'm on my table,
and when realised that he was looking at my direction,
i told him to stop looking at me,
then he said he wasnt looking at me,
but at a cute girl.
not long after, he hid under the blanket,
so i went to check what he was up to.
when i pulled the blanket away,
he was looking at my childhood photo.
AWWWWWWW
hahahaha
my honey's just the cutest and sweetest thing ever (:
made my heart smile a thousand miles =D
(: (: (: (:
honey, you cheer me up in miraculous ways (:
you always do!
i love you baby! (:

that's chen wei lian look a like, adriel wong.
he cam-whored with my phone,
thus the pictures.
adriel wong!

chen wei lian

ohyes! some CUTE pics of honey's cat,meow meow!
look! she climbed all the way up just to lie on me (:

ouh & more,
she likes to lie on our stuff,
especially when we're studying.
haha

pictures from the zoo!
this monkey is absolutely cute.

yupp! so sweet right (:
aww
the otters were sleeping together! (:
(they stink though)

alright, love! (:

how can i keep from singing
unending mercy, amazing grace

♥

2008-09-04T00:21:00.002+08:00

ah lazy to blog for now.
cos my pictures are in the phone.

anyway!
went to the bishan gym early in the morn
with Ryan,Bryan and Amos!
hoho, was quite a good work out,
thanks to Ryan! (:

went to the zoo on sunday..
caught a glimpse of what was in store.

and derrick!
flew off on monday
=(

ouhwells.

I CUT MY HAIR!
oh no i didnt,
i meant the hairstylist.
damn it, i dont really like it
=(
thanks to mum who forced me
a short hair cut.
AHHHHHH
i miss my long hair!

anyway that pic above is the poopoogang in shss (:
went to adriel's house after lunch.
pee forced me out of bed to play
HEART ATTACK with them.
gosh >.<
anyway pee!
you're a nehnehpok. hahaha
(:

that's all,
love!

2008-08-25T10:15:00.002+08:00

perhaps things have changed btw the both of us.
either that or i just have to learn to be a better friend.

the thing about grace is that
it makes things unfair

2008-08-12T21:12:00.007+08:00

Saturday!
that lazy bestie wanted to go home.
aiyo!

sorry for flooding this post with our pretty faces.
HAHA (:

more pictures from thanksgiving on friday!
that's honey and i in the school hall (: haha!

lalala! today's the 12th! (:
special date for R & I,
of which we went to orchard,
cos honey wanted to buy me things!
so.. he bought me C & K slippers (:
AND a part of my Escada perfume (:
oohlala! yayness.
that will be my err, 6th bottle? =D
totally love it.
if you're looking for one,
d&g's Light blue is quite nice too.
(: (: (:

honey honey honey
i've got love in my tummy
and i cant stop lovin' you.

yep.
so we both went to my aunt's house for dinner(:

eeha.(:

2008-08-09T23:31:00.011+08:00

BESTIE!!!!!

here's a special post for you!! you know something?

you're so pretty,
you're the only reason why i'd turn lesbian.
you're so hot
even i can stare at you for the longest time.
you're so adorable
you make everyone fall for you.
you're so friendly,
even the animals can feel your joyous spirit.
you're so caring,
i wish all the people on earth were like you.
you're so special, there's only one of you in the world.
you're lydia liao,
my one and only best friend.

look at your pretty smile!
it cheers me up, so smile more okay dear!
i wanna see you SMILE more. (:
i'm sure you can overcome your hurdles in life,
i know you're strong.

bestie,
perhaps i can empathise with how you're feeling now.
but take heart,
you're not the only one facing the storm alone yeah?
be strong girl, havent i told you?

anyway,
i remember you telling me
that there are greener pastures out there.
believe in it alright?
perhaps it's a blessing in disguise.(:

CHEER UP!
ahh i dont know how else to make
sure you're alright!

&&&
i still have proof,
cos you wrote in my diary in 2006
about how WE dont need guys,
how YOU dont need a boyfr
cos you have me and stuff like that.
well,
i believe you know that i'll be there for you
as far as i can, bestie.

if it was the outright fault of j,
i'd have scolded him
because i never allow anyone to bully you,
or making you hurt for that matter.
but since the matter's pretty ambiguous,
i trust that you have the decency
to take hold of your own life,
handle things in your stride alright dear?

no stress,
there are always better guys out there
remember what i told you about j ^^

alright, i hope this cheers you up!
remember this? (: (: (: (:
if you dont,
REMEMBER THIS.

alright! now for some updates (:
yupp, those pictures above was taken last night,
stayed over at bestie's.
friday,
went 'shopping' with steph
before thanksgiving,
supposed to go for tuition, but yeah.
thanks to steph who didnt feel like going.
so yupp. haha.
the concert was pretty alright,
focus was pretty centered on the same stuff though.
left before it ended with R,
headed to j8 to meet best for the Dark Knight.
finally caught it! yupp, quite a fantastic show.
hee ^^

this morning,
woke up for breakfast with best and her friend,
yee chuan and guo jian at amk hub.

had worship prac in the afternoon,
then national day celebration!
was quite fab.
went to Singapore Cricket Club
with mum,dad, aunts, cousin and R.
oohlala. had quite a feast =/
fireworks,drinks,food & company.
saboed mum with a song dedication,
& they sang her a birthday song when
her birthday's in end Nov! hahaha
i'm so evil.
honey wanted to dedicate the song
Please Forgive Me- Bryan Adams
but they took a break! and we had to leave.
he was so disappointed! hahaha.
my cute little love.
honey, i know how much you love me,
but i still love you MORE! hahaha.
=P (: (: (: (: hohoho!

honey! i kinda miss you now.
you're so sweet i'm gonna die of
diabetes soon, seriously.
everyday you melt me with those soothing words,
& i never fail to love you more each day, love.

♥

Time can't erase a feeling this strong
ouh darling cos you'll always be my baby.
(:

2008-08-04T11:38:00.002+08:00

fucker.
i'm finally liberalised from the outside world.
knn lim ming hock
who are you to care about me
and since when have you done that.
all you've done thus far is to point out the bad in me.
so bloody hell,
just scram if you dont wish to view such pictures.
you are no one to tell me not to post such pictures,
freedom of expression, havent you heard?
bloody dog.

should have done this long ago.

anyway i only blog for those who i know care for me,
so yeah.
and for my own purpose of keeping records.
so yupp.

GEEZ.
i'm so peeved.

2008-07-29T21:59:00.008+08:00

see this picture above! haha
nic so loves it that she printed it out for me & her!
hohoho.
that's so sweet of her.
she passed me a note today too! thanks dear. (:

you'll forever be my vice-captain too! (:

that's eileen low low low low low =D
your eyes very small leh ah lian!
HAHA

that kenny cant keep still really. haha
sheryl sia! have you had your prawns yet? =D
anyway, thanks for being such a nice junior! haha
miss you guys.

teresa! are you a chiok? (:

stephanie! my tuition buddy. (:

that's small eyes again. hahaha!

well, i'm currently feeling a little
roses and butterflies~
i hate people who judge,
unfortunately i might be one of them.

but ohwell, i didnt know i am restricted
even when i blog.
haha, what's this world coming to?
|
|
|

i dont understand how a Friend
can decide not to befriend someone
just because the person has done/is doing
something morally wrong or whatsoever.
like wth?
if you're one of them,
DONT consider yourself a friend to anyone.
thank you (:

i'm not relating any experience yet,
but yeah.
i just love friends who accepts me for who i am.
something pris told me before.
& yeah, i'm glad to have her as a friend (:

not forgetting bestie too. (:

in case you didnt know,
i dont give a damn about how you think about me.
& thank goodness it's just you.

2008-06-29T23:47:00.008+08:00

sunday! 29th June 2008

i just love this guy (:

i ♥ you (:

i love your smile, really.(:
your dimples, especially.

aww, he asked me to delete this photo,
but obviously i didnt because
he just looks too cute.
can advertise for darlie =D

yupp, R stayed over yesterday.
came over after training, ate, slept, ate, studied,slept.
(:

that's me when we did our class cip
at pasir ris park,
i was returning benedict's bike,
it's so bloody small syahir kept laughing at me
while i cyclied back.
funny meh! hahaha. cute okay! (:
kapoom.

20th June!
celebrated pris' & justin's birthday!
oohlala. (:
what coincidence would have me,
i met bestie there,
she attended Ewen's birthday with jj.
hahaha. funny stuff happened.
yuppzz (:

that's them.

& their cake! goodness.

enjoy! (:

2008-06-20T10:07:00.004+08:00

these are the pics from siglap starbucks that day.
enjoy (:
I'M SO HUNGRY!!

pris & i

edmund and crystal

phy & matt

that's sher, phy & su from mdis.

2008-06-20T09:54:00.002+08:00

Say it Again for me 
cause i love the way it feels 
when you are telling me that i’m 
the only one who blows your mind 
say it again for me 
it’s like the whole world 
stops to listen 
when you tell me you’re in love

The thing about you 
is you know just how to get me 
you talk about us 
like there’s no end in sight 
the thing about me 
is that i really wanna let you 
open that door 
and walk into my life


yesterday - 19th June 2008!
HAPPY BELATED 18th PRISCILLA!
thank you for being such an amazing friend,
accepting me for who i am!
you know i love you (:
have fun,see you later! haha. (:

yupp anyway, R stayed over on wed night,
i went golfing with dad, godpa and unc Ronald
on thurs morning, won $8 only =(
but ohwell, my arms are aching from it.

came home and slept till 7,
when R came into my room.
hoho, he's so sweet, he really is (:
he was so patient
even when i kept lazing around,
& even offered to buy pandol,
just because i told him i had a headache
from sleeping with wet hair.


anyways, we headed to pasir ris inter
where we met leanne and amanda + joyce,
went to james' place then chalet
where quite a lot of ppl were there.
yupp, later walked with wee beng & lucas to inter,
then headed home.
was on the phone with bestie till like 1 plus,
then R till close to 2.
was supposed to study,
but fell asleep before
i even stepped out of the room.
hohoho.

later's siglap starbucks with
sher,vian,cons,jy,justin,yx,jer
& others.
(:
then yx's house to celebrate pris' birthday! (:
YAY.


TAB ♥ RYAN
thank you dear, for your love.
it never fails to drown me.
your sweetness, is something so pure.
(:

2008-06-17T00:55:00.006+08:00

jer's 18th.
wasnt as sleazy as it's known to be.
well well well.
i shant go into details of the night.
'LIFE IS SHORT, DONT JUDGE'
(:

look how we all packed onto the bed like sardines.
obviously that's not who i slept with.
just a picture aye.

yongxiang & i

jingyun, sher, vivian and i
while the rest were out.

ooh, sher pris & i (:

yupp, that was my 6th June 2008.
in the morning, i sent R off to hk with his mum,
stayed over his place before that.

7th June was badminton at tp,
then went home with roy to change,
met bestie, jj & tjj for lan at paradiz
where i also met su ann & ter. haha

yupp, went grandma's place for dinner,
then over to bestie's place again,
where we had a talk until 2 plus am.

grandma found out & i got scolded =( haha.

missed church on sunday cos i couldnt get up.
hohoho.
my first time ever, in my entire life i'd suppose.
(cos parents not back yet ma!)

yupp. life's pretty simple.
wake up, eat, meet R, go out,
that's about my hols.
(=

just came back from siglap starbucks with
sher, pris, vian, justin, yongxiang, jy, ky,
crystal, edmund, wood, soonming, eugene and gab.
edmund was so kind as to send us home!
he's the guy crys met and i met jy, at zouk.hohoho

yupps. tmr's swimming with B & R (:
my third time swimming this hols. (:
both times with baby alone =D

this week's gonna be hectic. ohwell!
till then (:

MY POSTS ARE SO BORING.
ohyeah. my fav song at the moment,
Leave out all the rest - linkin park

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

2008-05-26T12:05:00.003+08:00

25th May 2008

that's bestie and i at seletar air base' Buckaroos.
R stayed over on sat, and came to church yesterday.
after church some of us went to tpy's swensen's for lunch.
then headed over to bestie's place for math tuition!
since idk why, derrick and joce persuaded me to go for the fam dinner,
when i had my own actually. haha.
yupp so we embarked on our adventure, it really was on.
bestie's dad in such a fun driver. hahaha.

bestie's so cruel, kept scaring me.
yupp, it was a fun night (:
later jj and gavin came over to her place,
then we left onlyi at 11 plus.

going over again later!

mum&dad left this morning about 4 plus,
didnt wake up to send them off, oh no!
ohwell, hope they're all well.
(:

everyone's leaving. that's sad. haha.

starting to muse on the things that i've to set aright.

that was on the 20th of may, after our first paper.
bestie and i at kovan's macs.
i was a little cranky, disturbing her.
woo =D

ohyeah, i got a new phone on sat too! (:
yay-ness. a PDA phone.
something which i wanted,
but i'm not sure if i made the right choice. haha.
ohwell!
live with no regrets,
i like to say.

anyway bestie, remember what i said,
everything happens for a reason!
& you now know why that happened.
love you best! (:

2008-05-15T17:19:00.014+08:00

6th May

bestie & i at wisma.
only she'd know why we ended up in the toilet.
haha!

6th of may.
i'm glad it'll not hold any significance anymore.

Bye S.
i thank you for all the harsh words you've said to me,
cos they only made me stronger.

i guess i'm better on my own.
(=

SR musical!

classmates

just SOME pictures from that night,
i took many other but they have not sent me yet!
as usual. but ohwell.
it was a fabulous night to be remembered.
thanks for all the compliments! (:
you all really made my day. haha.
so the whole group of us bussed to woodlands,
and mrt-ied home
(nash,ter,sadhin & others)
yupp, went to amk, stayed over at bestie's.

my first compliment came from R, of course.
(:
that's all i needed to hear, actually.

lalala,
I ♥ R (=
he came over after school to my place,
ended up sleeping and talking to each other.
had dinner 10 plus then he had to head home
cos he stays at bishan! =(
yupp, the lazy me decided to skip school today,
although it was a tough decision
because that'll mean not being able to see R & studying with him.
goodness, seeing him do his high jumps are just, breathtaking.

ohyeah, that's my Vice-capt, nicolette!
at the musical too.
(=

mid years start on tues.
all the best to everyone,
the most to me (=
& we all know why.

2008-04-29T19:41:00.002+08:00

whoa, it's about time i blog.
so many things have happened,
& i regret not penning them down.

anyway, as far as my thoughts can bring me,
Friday nights have been spent tonning at Bestie's place,
playing warcraft through the night and all.
with gavin, jj, bestie, baby & i.
(=
ohyeah, another was spent drinking at baby's place,
where bestie was our entertainer.
super funny.

well. all srjcians should by now realise
the imminent countdown to mid years
& that's really pulling me down.
i kinda loathe the fact that i've started late again,
but hopefully history wont repeat itself.
more effort to be put in, tab.

on another note,
all our interschool vball matches are over.
publicly declaring that we lost all our matches.
but so what? seriously.
i dont see it as a failure,
but more of moulding us into better people,
bonding us together as a team.
despite the fact that it's over,
i'm glad the things happened the way it did.
living up to our reputation,
somebody will cry every match.
and on this faithful day, it had to be me, the captain.
truth is, i was just very hurt by how coach reacted,
cos i thought he was angry with me.
i'm really sorry for being so ignorant,
because it's really my first time playing in a vball competition,
& i really try my best each time.
from the beginning
i already knew i didnt possess the capabilities,
what more the skills.
i had none.
i'm kinda apologetic that they have me as a captain,
because i think i've not lived up to my name,
& i'm really disappointed with myself too, really.
i shouldnt say more because now,
it doesnt make a difference.

put on a smile because there's always something to be happy about (=

nevertheless, i'm really glad that i had the opportunity to captain this team,
because i never want to lose them as friends.
all the fun, training, scoldings, mishaps, miscommunications etc
will all be entrenched in my heart.
they have shaped us to what we are,
& i'm thankful that it did.

yupp yupp.

hee. you know what
i hate being sad.
not sad, but not like hyperly happy either.
HMM.
hahaha. sorry.

2008-03-18T22:43:00.002+08:00

just a quote that struck me today-
Forgiving is like releasing a prisoner,
and then realising the prisoner is you.

oohlala, came down with fever & flu last night,
hence skipped half day of school today,
but decided to cab to school in the end.

yupp, got back all my results.
oohlala, kinda speechless.
comparing it to last year's promos-

Econs - S from an E
History - E from a C
Geog - U from a B
GP - U from a E
Math - A from a B

oohlala, time to buck up big time!

school finished at 615 today,
then went to meet the filipino band members.

i miss, i miss you.

2008-03-17T00:34:00.012+08:00

SUNDAY

check out my beloved bestfriend, lydia liao. before that, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, GAVIN! (: yupp, we decided to have dinner on our own at tamp! teppanyaki =D it's been a long time indeed. anyway, to make my point. this crazy bestie made me so embarassed at NTUC, doing a very random act. like wth, seriously. hahaha too bad i didnt have anywhere to hide my face. =/ & after that, i did something stupid by accident, causing her to laugh to tears, THEN, she pretended to cry, catching the attention of 2 old man. basket! they are chee-ko-peks! i said her bf just dumped her, then the old man was like, wo yao ni! LOL HAHAHA knn throw rotten egg at him then he know =D as we were still walking to my house, bestie tried to show off her talent of kicking. some old aunty saw & told her to be careful. like wth. bestie told her xin nian kuai le, hong bao na lai like wth! hahaha then aunty turned and said, 'shen jing bing' HAHAHA.

like seriously buay tahan la.

yupp, we were making out in bed.

your head! haha

oohlala. it's been such a long time since i spend such time with bestie! nothing's changed yet. we're still as crazy as ever, & i love every single bit of that (=

spastic face. haha!
look how retarded you are!

hilarious. that's my portrait when i was young.
we realised after takin this picture
that it looks like it's my funeral.
HAHAHA.

i love my bestie! (: hohoho (=

SATURDAY
was work in the morning,
then lunch with keith at cartel, ps.
then home to sleep.
joanna came over for awhile.

su ann, sher & i at Kelvin's 21st,
Aranda Country Club.

yupp, a glimpse of the party below! (:

oh that's su ann's bf, theodore & i in the above pic.
haha
& that's Francis' Mercedes
in which he sent me home!
couldnt join them for Simpang & Changi.
=( ohwell.

had to obey. haha

that's about it! (=

WOOOOO
happy appy.O (:

2008-03-15T07:52:00.004+08:00

THURSDAY-
woke up in the afternoon,
then baby came over to fetch me from home,
where we headed to marina thereafter to catch
Rule #1! haha, it's quite a good/scary show (:
THEN
my magnificent baby had this brilliant idea,
of me having dinner with his WHOLE family,
so being the nice me, i agreed.
YAAA. everyone doesnt believe that i'm shy.
haha, forget it.
but i'm telling you, i AM shy.period (:

soyeah, went to parkway to borrow dvds,
then bought Ben&jerry's over to accompany the mood.
stayed till 12 plus then cabbed home.
(seems like a daily routine)

FRIDAY

yeah, thanks ridz for oganising this.
ridzwan, timo, teresa, sharifa, huiyi, hongkiat,
jared, jerome and i went to Glasshouse
to celebrate my belated birthday.
goodness.
chiok and i were all crazy over the
Fish & co rap.
i cant do it now
cos i've gotta rush off.

hee. yupp, just a glimpse of my life (:

i really really really enjoyed last night!
& i'm really thankful for you, ridz!
thanks for oganising it (:
& paying for my dinner!
plus the brownie thing and ice cream
which was so fantabulous.
thankful for a friend like you!
our bill was like 196.
hahaha. alright i'll update l8-er

till then. (:

2008-03-12T23:59:00.020+08:00

my life on 11th march 2008, 1030pm

that's us with the malay boys we met there
haha!
3 of them

thanks to sher's cam effects

we were looking at them playing the guitar. haha

ohme, dont know what i was posing for! haha

3 of us, i miss you pris!

ooh. smooched by sher.
but cons, too conservative
so dont dare kiss me.
HAHAHA
inside joke.

us at SAKAE! (: city hall =D

conniepoo & i.
they kept saying how i've changed.
ohwell, havent you heard?
the only constant thing is change.
live with it.
(=
i'm coping well!

oh thanks to sher.
she posted this on her blog as well.
MY FATS.
DAMN IT.

cons' blur pic #1

when you're fat, you jump for joy
and we got stuck!
teeheehee =D

LOOK AT HER.
SHE HIT ME
ROARRRSS
SMACK IN THE FACE!

us with the boys!

beloved cons & i! (((:

aww so sweet aye.

the memories that we shared
will be kept in my heart! <3

i really miss the times that we hung out,
the things that we said,
the things that we did.
cos they come & go,
but i know that you'll stay (:
<3>

yupp, then baby sent me home after that at 11 plus!
sweet right?
yeah! (:
<3>

2008-03-12T21:39:00.004+08:00

Orientation consumed my Monday & Tuesday (:

here's beloved steph and sharon! haha

us + leanne!

ohboy, im so thankful for my og
cos they're really one mature class.
i really enjoyed leading them,
and the friends that we've made.

yupp! anyway,
third day of hols, which is today!
was spent with steph at hougang mall,
then headed down to school for vb training!
HAHAHA it's DAMN FUN
i tell you!
due to the many cats and dogs that
the sky couldnt hold any longer,
it rained the whole day
and hence we played ICE & WATER
PEPSI COLA 1 2 3 and others!
hahaha. so fun i tell you.
it's so tiring too! like more tiring than training.

yupp! anyway,
i'm soo glad that the valley of our friendship
has been overcomed! woo (:
yay, so happy i was so crappy then.
it was fun fun fun! (:
i love training (:
no i mean, i love my team! (:
3 cheers for srgirls!

hiphiphooray! (:

yuppyupp, our friendly match is on friday!
vs outram park secondary =/
hope it'll go out fine!
& my ankle will remain safe.

tmr's ZOO with baby.
he's so sweet!
he's been over almost every other night (:
ILY baby.

2008-03-06T02:54:00.002+08:00

just some very random things,
i suddenly want an electric guitar after listening to
Franz Ferdinand - Take me out.
woo! =D
sry im a lil hyped.
but it's dying out.
look at the time!

just came back from pat's gf's birthday party just now!
nic was drunk as usual,
puked when we cabbed home with vijesh and ryan!

yupp, was quite fun just now,
friends were rather wild i'd say,
or do i dare to say? haha.
& nic gave me a fcuk eau de toilette for my birthday.
woohoo, love him man.

yeah, and another random thing,
i want a TOE RING!

things to do during this HOLIDAYS:
- Read Jodi Picoult's
-Pierce my ear, again
-Go out with huiyi
-Volleyball training and friendly match!
-Go queenstown to settle our team jackets
-Meet pris/cons/sher
-Do homework =( yet again
-SLEEP! (: (: (:
-catch some movies

it's zoo-ing tmr with mr shawn hong! (:
YAY! finally someone's bringing me to the zoo!

im a lil dazed out.
must be the drinks and smoke from party just now.

oh before that,
geog was hell of a LOSE.
history was manageable.

WHO CARES.

GOODNIGHT!!(:

2008-03-06T02:48:00.000+08:00

hate to say this but,
fuck off.
seriously.

2008-02-28T20:04:00.012+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! (:
oohlala. overflow of love on this blessed day =D

a picture compilation sent from Downunder.
sha, thanks for calling! you're GREATLY missed her.
ohgoodness. wish you were here with me! (:

thanks bestie, for this ever-so-expensive new urban male bag!
i carried it to school today! (:
it was delivered to be even before my birthday, at 1031pm last night!
thanks to howard, the fedex delivery man. haha
smile, bestie!

these are all the presents i received from school!
goodness, was really happy (:
thank you all so much! (:
everyone one of you brought a smile to me! ((:

this was hand delivered too, by ryan.
im so sorry for not being there, but thanks anyway!
i really appreciate it.
you coming down all the way from bishan, thank you! (:

yes! a close up. look! ahh! i really love this pillow!
by Nic, kaixiang, sharifa, teresa, vb guys, & steph! (:
thanks again!

oh training yesterday was very scary cos coach was in a foul mood.
and yeah.. plus the 3 j1s who came in..
a few of the j2s were crying =(
ohwell. it's a cruel sport, as nic says.
i dont know what to do either :/

then came the injured bird as you can see,
on James' head. HAHAHA!
goodness, it was really damn super hilarious
i cant describe it to you. because the rest of us who were playing our match,
were screaming like mad cos the bird was very fond of humans,
as you can see.
and ya. it was damn funny
=D=D=D
like hell broke loose.
hahaha!

our less frequented but favourite place, hokkien mee!
just down the street of our school (:
see, class bonding time when school ends at 1130 -.-
hooray! (:
i'm sitted next to fatty yam!

as im super outdated, these were some of the roses that i received
on Valentine's day, without bestie's 7 roses! (:

yupp, and more presents! (:
yipee. happie doopie.
=D

yupp, just to note down the beloveds who remembered me! -
Jiaming, Xianwei, Alexandar, Shawn, Isaac Hong, Ryan, Howard,
Jie Vic, Kor Nat(called me just now!) , Mujia, Kaixiang, Priscilla,
Constance, Huiyi, Sadiq, Sixuan, Sandra, Jeremy, Jocelyn,
Derrick, Adriel, Charlene, Nat junior, Bryan(mouse), Nurul, Sok koon,
Timothy, Uncle Hong Aik, Suhailah, Mr Tan, Jackie, Gus, Samuel,
Ms Jiang, Sherlyn, Gavin, Wei Zhi, Godma, Adriel, Nicholas,
Erin, Melvin, Hejia, Bryan(track), Sharon, Grace, Afifa, Desmond,
Wee Beng, Jason, Jared, JJ, Ben quek, Ridzwan!

NOT FORGETTING
my class of 2A09! (:
thanks for all the cake-smearing and water treatment,
thanks for making my birthday memorable. =D
and the blueberry muffins that jon's mum baked! (:
thanks bryan and steph for the ROYCE chocolates,
which, i left them in school! haha woops =D
and ya, for making my day la, every single one of you! (:
Bryan, Stephanie, Joanna, Tushira, Siti, Nat, Dorothy, Jane, Cheryl,
Jonathan, Hao Lun, Darren, Xian Liang, Hafith, Syahir, Frederick,
Katherine
THANK YOU!!! (:
i was so paiseh just now, because my ex class, 1Ao8 = 2A09
staye back after CT period to sing my brithday song!
about 30 ppl la! hahaha so pai seh.
AHH! (:

hahaha I LOVE YOU GUYS! (:
ohmygoodness la.
dont know what else to say,
because im talking to my dearest cousin,
JERUSHA HO
who called just now,
together with ISAAC HO
and they both sang me a birthday song! (:
yay!! (:

haha. im just happy,
i dont know how else to express it.

elation?

=D

God bless.

2008-02-25T00:38:00.001+08:00

to that certain you,
dont piss me off.
make me lose my respect for you
& that's it.

people like you should just scram.
(:

2008-02-19T20:59:00.001+08:00

I wanna be the wind that fills your sails,
be the spark that lights you up

the first time I looked into your eyes I knew
that I would do anything for you

so much more
I wanna be your everything.

2008-02-17T20:13:00.005+08:00

that's bestie on her birthday.
it's been ages since i blogged =D
time for an update! haha
well this thick-skinned girl was already waiting at her living room
in anticipation of my arrival.
should have given her a bigger surprise by not appearing at all =D
right bestie? (:

anyway, yeah.
YOUR BIRTHDAY BURNED A BIG HOLE
IN MY POCKET OKAY.
hahaha.
im just kidding, you know =D

well, hope you liked your birthday,
and im quite sure you did.
ohwell. what more could you ask for.
all the friends and love you've got.

11 more days bestie, & it's your turn!
hohoho.
no pressure.
im not asking or expecting much.
(:

yeah life's been so busy
i had to abandon this blog for awhile.

after the busy occasion of bestie's birthday,
it was chinese new year.
rushed from place to place just to grab clothes
in the nick of time for the occasion-
chinese new year.
this year was pretty boring because Caleb and Nat
were perpetually MIA most of the time,
leaving me alone.
wanai.

anyhow.
i splurged on 2 lacoste polo tees and a tommy hilifiger one
right after CNY while shopping with bestie.
yipee (:
yupp, so after chinese new year was valentine's day.

i'm indeed so caught up aye.
anyways, had a tiff with my parents,
and hence ended up staying over with grandma for almost
the whole of last week.
thanks bestie for coming over to stay half the time! (:
it was such a pleasure waking up beside you
and have you walk me to the interchange early in the morning!
you're the reason that puts a smile on my face =D
yupp!

dad flew to India yesterday with pastor mark balmer.
hope everything's fine over there.
just heard they're having diarrhoea or something. heh.

yesterday was a mundane day,
at the usual PP macs with the same faces.
then derrick came to pick me up for worship prac (:
that's about it!

ohyeah. i sprained my ankle during training on thurs
and hence took the opportunity to skip school on friday.
in the night, went out with ryan, bestie and JJ to catch P.s i love you.
it was draggy i'd say, not really worth the watch.
sweet though.
it ended at midnight, thus no more public transport.
bestie came over to sleep and as usual that ass fell asleep every so quickly.

i hate tomorrow.
although we learnt today that we shouldnt fret.
but it's History and Geog test combined TMR.
goodness.
to be dead honest, im really not prepared at all.
really.
it's just too much to comprehend.

you treat me feel like a bubble,
making my emotions wanting to burst
with the tender touch of your hand,
yet protecting me with this delicate layer of happiness
that only you can bring (:

2008-02-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

love;
is to act intentionally.

to love, and to be loved (:

today! is such a happy happy day.
WOO!
(:
love it.

shall blog more later after dota-ing.
(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

2008-02-01T23:20:00.001+08:00

this picture used to be my blogskin!
kinda miss it. haha
bestie USED TO BE so sweet.
HAHA =D
kidding la

woo. cool picture right.
cos my finger's there.
that's our volleyball wall in school! haha

yupp anyway, i think now's the kill point.
make it or break it.
it's from now till July that makes you an extraordinary student,
because from July onwards everyone would be normal.
-mr yew
=D

just a general realization,
that i've failed every single test this year.
goodness gracious me.
SHA! SEE LA!
hahaha. just kidding la,
cant put the blame of my incompetence on someone else.

in a humble mien,
i think i've been very irascible now adays.
i mean, all the time. haha
=D
so, sorry to all those who have to tahan my nonsense attitudes.
esp bryan (yam)
hahaha.
AUNTY YAM.

one more to my collection
i find your voice extremely canorous
you'll leave an indelible mark on my heart, i perceive.

something that i've officially noticed about myself:
i hate guys who depend on girls.

they cause me to be effusive negatively.
really.
super turn off.
hahaha.
i think im a little edgy.
but too bad!
=D
perhaps im still callow

since it was raining cats & dogs,
we did a lot of pt for training today.
much more than ever before. haha

met bestie for dinner ( like finally),
then had cell at home!
about God giving us power to do His will (:

=D
heading to town with jm,
worship prac
meeting huiyi,sharifa,lydia and teresa
family dinner
all tmr!! argh, so packed.
i dont like.
cos i wanna spend more time with everyone there. haha

2008-01-31T19:38:00.001+08:00

it reads: tab smells
courtesy of jonathan.
so full of nonsense okay!
but sometimes really quite funny.
=D =D
thanks for being my friend, rajababa! (:

here's my di (younger brother)
since she calls me kor.
she's our class' GUY.
super macho. can do like 8 pull ups.
gosh. scary man. hahaha.
stephanie --> STEVEN! hahaha =D

look at the slackers of our class
SLEEPING during GP.
thanks to tanglingling. boring as.
haha
at that's shahg at the foreground,
who claims to be a darker shade of white all the time
hahahaha
nonsense kiddos

that's fatty aunty bryan.
i've never seen a guy so naggy before,
really like my mum.
but really, thanks byran for doing little things to show your sincerity!
like carrying my chair over today. haha
and the peanuts!
(:

ALTHOUGH. the flipside is that,
bryan eats so much, he's making me FAT too!
wha lao.
see, i sit next to him.
he's eating almost all the time, tempting me la! wha lao

LOOK. evidence of byran's BAD influence.
tsktsktsk

ah, one thing. they keep taking unglam photos of me sleeping!
like seriously UNGLAM to the MAXXXX.
RAHHH

anyway, coach chose the main 6 yesterday during training,
so nic,ter,huiyi,cheryl,yiru and i got in (:
for the time being.
gahh. im playing open spiker!
i wanted middle spiker though.
=/ ah well, open spiker's good enough i guess.

body's aching.

i wish i could be
every little thing that you wanted
all the time

2008-01-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

I LOOK LIKE SUPER WOMAN.
wish i could just fly.
FLYY
butterfly.

at changi beach.
try looking out for some hantus
maybe you'll see some in the picture. haha!

before we set off from east coast!

somewhere near changi village
where we saw transvertites.
if that's how you spell it.
haha.
(=

2008-01-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

hmm, after dinner at mos burger that day.
stayed over at bestie's before that
bestie bought me donuts too! (:

bestie and i playing lan!

the 4 of us at the airport.
boy do i look elated. haha
wrong mood

ohwell. i actually skipped training to send sha off.
what shit did i get in the end man.
kns

that's sha and i cam-whoring at kfc, kovan. haha

our overnight cycling pic taken long time ago.
sweet memories though!

last thurs, 24th Jan!
cell group (:
humility

afterthat, we went down to play volleyball,supposedly.
=D

& these pics taken long ago.
my loves.

2008-01-22T00:43:00.000+08:00

boy i wish i could.
cos you caught me off guard.

2008-01-22T00:40:00.001+08:00

for memory's sake.
they'll be kept in my heart

efficiency man.
haha

yay.
if you've noticed,
i dont really like looking at the cam nowadays.

=D

Enjoy.

2008-01-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY
lanning again, our favourite past time (:
woo!

thereafter went to meet xw, jm & cc at potong pasir macs
=D
hahaha. we just had to disturb ppl.
ah damn sad la, they think im from philippines, still.
DARN. IM CHINESE.
wo shi ge xiang jiao.
wo you huang pi.

SATURDAY

they came over my place for sha's farewell party,
ended up playing risk.
im the red colour one!

before that we went to tanah merah safra for
pool, as you can see.
(although im not there, it's because lydia doesnt like me,
thus no photos of me. the cool me)

yupp actually there's another bowling picture,
but you see, there's no me in there so i didnt bother saving it.

once again, bestie doesnt like me.
she's afraid i'll steal her limelight with my unglamness =D

today, had a history geog and math test.
oohlala, so capable of me to flunk them =D
& yupp i did, therefore dad's phone will just ring more often.
haha

school's like hell.
test after test.
i still havent done my math probability test,
2 math papers,
geog holiday assignment
and there's econs lecture test this wednesday.

all these when sha's around=no sleep + scoldings.
AHH.

somebody slap me.

anyway, i went dhoby after school,
then met sha to head to bestie's school to watch her
have her soccer training.
have never been to nyjc, compound looks cool.

thereafter we headed to 'chomp chomp'
to CHOMP.
HAHAHA
attack of the hokkien mee and stingray!
and the gigantic drinks!
gosh.
they make you pee a litre or more.

cabbed to amk raiders for lan,
where we finally owned the AIs.
gosh.
still havent played our C&C though.

yupp.
that's all.
i wanna crash.

pictures, wait for my dearest bestie to send me or something.
which is never.

2008-01-19T00:12:00.000+08:00

us at bestie's residence.
fooling around; walking about.

oh this was last week, isaac's farewell dinner with howard.
lau pa sat!
that was like the 2nd time i went there in the week.
was supposed to do some dares
but isaac didnt have guts. hahaha

oh so we proceeded..
walked from lau pa sat to the Merlion
as you can see
we did our favourite thing,
cam-whore.

okay, i dont know what we're doing there. haha

that's the three terrors (:

SOMEMORE

GIMME MORE

i never wanted school to start again.
every monday is a dread.
i wish sundays last for eternity.

2008-01-09T20:36:00.000+08:00

pertinacious little mind
that's something of mine which is gonna kill me

school's killing me.
im gonna miss 3 days of academic classes,
which means many many things to catch up with,
2 tests postponed.

today, i met my new og,
what a contrast.
19 boys, 3 girls.
yupp, had quite a good time with them,
close to losing my voice.
wee! (:
it's been quite rewarding actually,
the bond of the ogls are quite strong.

im really sorry for being so irresponsible to draco,
for being late for every meeting,
for not going for meetings even.
ohwell, no regrets. no use.
(:

make best of this period before hell resumes!
it's really a break from all these nonsense.
if not im supposed to have math test tmr.
and hand up all my homework.
thankfully not cos we're excused from classes.

but, it's really hell lot of work i feel like jumping off the building.

2008-01-07T21:05:00.001+08:00

all these pictures are rather outdated.
but even then, close to my heart!
(:

these pics were taken at east coast park, 24th december 2007, carolling (:
they came over my place after that for a short time of sharing and munching.

things we did at the airport.

on the bus to budget terminal. hahaha

that's bestie and i playing table tennis against sha and zac. haha!

derrick and i.
look at the pro serve
look at the pro next to me.
(:
school team player okay, dont play play!

the photos we took at church during the stayover!
31st december 2007 (:

on the bus to escape theme park!

spastic me at church (:

bestie and i at downtown's bk! =D

us at downtown (:

us again at bk.

inside the theme park!

just bring it!
i refused to look at the camera. haha

that's bestie and i ! hahaha

oh, some more pictures from airport. haha

us playing the chilli game. look at our faces carefully.
it has chilly! really hot. dont play.

some more games (:

lovely girls (:

pretty pretty.

love the background

love them more

BAIK LA!

lydia liao. (:

look at our outfits.
(:

KISS ME.

weee. life's been so eventful i've kinda lost the meaning of living through it.
just so busy, so many things to do.
never take the time to appreciate the things around you.
hmm.
it's really hard.
we're humans.

why should we treasure someone
when we can so easily find a replacement,
or even a better friend?

i dont know.
unless you know the meaning of love.

anyway, we saw the health minister khaw boon wan yesterday.
or however you spell his name.
and now he's on the tv.

haha shearn's on the newspaper.
just years ago, his brother was looking up to my brother
because of golf.
now shearn's famous in the US,
he's 12 years old, won 23 US junior tournaments.
(:

amazing.

boy, am i sooo glad that i can 'skip' school from wednesday to friday
because it's orientation time! woohoo (:
SHIOK TO THE MAX
cos i owe so much homework and there's a lecture quiz this friday already!
guess what, mr cheu called my mum
to tell her to monitor my behaviour
HAHAHA
sounds like some animal la
in SPCA or something.
aww poor girl.

woots.

my new class is so competitive i cant help it
but continue sleeping in classes.

that's what i did during math,
so at the end of the lesson, mr cheu went,
tabitha, i know you're very smart but try to pay attention okay?
HAHAHA.
SMART.
FUNNY.

let's all laugh

stayhappy (:

2008-01-07T17:16:00.001+08:00

woops! gotta off to dota for now =D

2008-01-06T01:24:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA.
announcing the arrival of tabitha.

it's been about an eon ago since i last blogged.
all thanks to shasha, zac and bestie.
been spending soo much time with them
as you can see
that i've neglected a lot of things.
hahaha

well. school has reopened.
& i dont really like it.
so many assignments to do,
i dont feel like running the race alone.
classmates are soo competitive im probably one of the dumbest there.

the freshmen are so dead and quiet i can hear the pins drop man.
my og's so haha i feel like crying.

okay i should stop ranting.
cell was good on friday- handling emotions.
i guess it really plays a big big part in our lives.
imagine you can turn every sorrowful tear into laughter.
gosh, what a life you'll lead.
& i yearn for that.
but i dont mean denial at the same time.
yupp.
i mean trusting God to change the situation.

anyhows. life has been so tiring, i feel like crashing into bed and fuse into it.

last night was night cycling, about ten of us.
from east coast to changi village, and back again.
at changi village, we saw guys dressed as girls.
gosh. what a sight.
yupp yupp.

the wee hours of the morning were spent at bedok jetty,
where we almost freezed to death.
bestie was a little crazy i almost hospitalized her.

met isaac yip, and the other people.
poor shawn chang had a gash on his palm and an abrasion on his elbow.
haha!

lalala
alright.

since im a little slow,
i guess i still need to do this.
bid 07 goodbye,
welcome 08.

at the same time,
let me remember my beloved ones.

first and foremost,
bestie.
as you know, hell of an impact you've left on my life, like duh.
basically fused into my life i cant imagine life without you.
it's been so painful these years,
yet at the same time,
i still cant help myself but love you more and more.
after each passing year, my wish is still remains,
that you'll love me all the same.
07 especially, the time where we held each other up when we had relatinoship problems,
the one i seeked when i needed help.
thank you for being my friend,
my best friend.

i'll never forget you because i'll always remember you.

remember what i wrote then and there?
i ♥ you

for the rest,
im sorry because my brother's chasing me off MY computer.
wow.

enjoy.

(:'

2007-12-31T02:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO.
i dont really know what to say.
so much has happened ever since camp!

well, camp was good because i felt God speaking to me
through pastor jerry.c
it was well, an enjoyable camp!
i've no pics obviously,
cos people like lydia and jerusha are so dodgy.

anyway, have been spending a whole lot of time with
bestie, joce, dearest cousins isaac and jerusha.
it's been a good time together!

the other highlight recently would be our family chalet!
hahaha. something i found out:
sha's pretty uhm, clumsy.
clumsy is the word.
(:

laughter is the key.

hehehehaha.

goodnight everyone.

you all should drown in my laughter.

for memories' sake, here's something i wanna read next time:
HEROES & THEIVES //aramis says:
i missssed you
HEROES & THEIVES //aramis says:
u know i love you luh i dont need to keep saying it right
HEROES & THEIVES //aramis says:
i love tab x 100
HEROES & THEIVES //aramis says:
i said for the next 100 days

i want you to hold me

2007-12-16T01:37:00.001+08:00

yo yo. malaysia in a few hours.
shasha and isaac are coming back in like 3 hours!
soo exciting.
once they're back means no more blogging. hahaha

will be back on thurs! (:

shopping spree and tanning yesterday,
left me broke and black.

haha pictures later.

till then.

the bridges are burnt

2007-12-12T12:32:00.001+08:00

& i dont know what to do,
cos i'll never be with you

2007-12-12T12:16:00.000+08:00

what happened to our innocence?
not a million fights could make me hate you

i flickered a quick glance towards him,
as he drilled a hole into my heart.

yeah, class chalet was pretty relaxing for me,
i really slept a lot i think they could rename me Pig.
barbecue last night. well the weather wasnt very cooperative,
thus we couldnt go to the theme park!
& we played games,
finally walked joanna home, & slept about 4am.

pics later! have to wait for guanlin.
Little Miss Tidy! she's leaving =(
ohwell. i'll really miss you!

wee, i cant wait to go vivo later =D

to you & you -
i'd prefer if things remain like that.
friends would me fine (:

it's been awhile since i could stand on my own two feet again

they only leave me needing you
take me away

2007-12-11T11:43:00.000+08:00

was about to blog about my week when gavin told me they were at bestie's place.
almost went down in the middle of the night, but didnt in the end.

well, monday was ben's birthday!
so here are more pics. haha

anyway, besides volleyball training,
this is what i do every tuesday and thurs for the past week.
(which means only once, haha!)
yes, so for those going sr next year for orientation,
you better treasure everything that you got!
cos i had to use CHALK to measure each identity and CUT it out,
ourselves.
and paint the oh so big banner by ourselves,
breathing in all the paint smell,
which really stinks by the way,
getting all the stains on our skin,
poor Cherish had a nice foot print of paint on her socks.
haha!

aiya basically, it's hard work.
8-5pm okay!
yupp, on thurs after ogl meeting,
the ogls were so nice as to go to city hall to have dinner with huiyi & i!
cos we had to go for the Bible trail night conference!
so all of us squeezed at burger king =D
yaye! hahaha.
that's when i got to offer onion rings to ridzwan,
wait, i offered him fries! hahaha

yupp, after work on sat,
went for night conference then to pick up bestie, finally back from bangkok (:
had supper at upper thomson road, prata!
wanted to go simpang,
but stupid me didnt know how to direct bryan there,
ended up in circles as usual.
i think i should just shut up next time. haha!
yupp, & then they both stayed over,
street E the next day after church.

headed down for work thereafter.
met a stupid customer whom i actually served before.
in summary, they suck.
luckily God still loves them.

yupp so after training yesterday,
which was so early in the morning i almost gave it a miss.
i had to go school by 745 by myself!
when i realised nicolette wasnt around to lead,
i had to go down. haha.
yupp so i 81-ed all the way down to school,
coach was there.
YA and he sort of said im the lousiest in the team la!
hahaha, whatever =D
went bestie's house, had pizza with
Gavin, jason, mujia, brighton and bestie!
then 88-ed home cos tushira was already at my place. haha!
then dad sent us to the chalet (:
thank you!

coincidentally, tim's class chalet is also at costa sands!
hahaha, yupp, this is what he gave me to bribe me to go school with him today,
which obviously the both of us didnt go in the end.
i was soo tired yesterday i slept so much hafith calls me a pig.
but really, whoa i was so tired.

alright, i gotta go wash up and go back to class chalet!
(=
till then.

be the light that leads me home
be my guide
oh, will You be my guide,
oh Lord

2007-12-10T00:21:00.000+08:00

barely, she repressed a shudder when he moved to toy with her hair

-RIDZrandomWAN ` no sad moments ; let's enjoy to the fullest ! (: says:
you offered me onion rings! thats a first step to knowing you're nice!
-RIDZrandomWAN ` no sad moments ; let's enjoy to the fullest ! (: says:
HAHAHAHHAA

aww. isnt it the case.
everyone thinks im fierce.
(:

2007-12-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

-RIDZrandomWAN ` no sad moments ; let's enjoy to the fullest ! (: says:
wahh no wonder napfa female athlete haha!
-RIDZrandomWAN ` no sad moments ; let's enjoy to the fullest ! (: says:
last time i see you v scary!!
-RIDZrandomWAN ` no sad moments ; let's enjoy to the fullest ! (: says:
LOL
-RIDZrandomWAN ` no sad moments ; let's enjoy to the fullest ! (: says:
fierce looking!!
-RIDZrandomWAN ` no sad moments ; let's enjoy to the fullest ! (: says:
then now i see youre v nice LOL.

2007-12-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

well, the week started off well, dinner with benster,sher,pris,cons & xunny.
twas a great time catching up with each other
although pris & i were so tired that day.
happy birthday again ben!

im glad that we're still friends even till now (:

us at pepper lunch! haha.
we were all hungry ghosts then, especially pris.

recognise this place?
yupp, that's sher and i at the traffic junction btw heeren and cine. haha.

this proves sher's sneaky-ness.
didnt even know she took it.
well, that's pris & i (:
take care while you're gone girl!
i'll miss you.

on a solemn note,
i went home to change after ogl meeting on tuesday
to see bestie off at the airport.

i dont know why,
but i felt so sad/scared/fearful, whatever you wanna call it
when she entered the departure hall.
stupid as it might sound,
she's only gone for a mere what 4-5 days to bangkok.
but,
i just thought of never seeing her again,
and that just swung my whole mood down.
hahaha it's damn weird la, i dont know how to say.
i was so glad to hear from her just now (:

anyways, i met isaac after that at macs,
at he was so crappy la! hahaha =D

today was a great day at home.
finally caught my beauty sleep,
then tush came over,
supposed to do our hw but ended up watching The Omen.
haha what a endless ending!
TSK.
it was quite draggy i think, cos i almost fell asleep.
=D

yaye, mum bought me a dress.
but she went shopping without me.
how could this be.

alright.
shall not bore you guys on with my life details.

i like to reflect.
& i discovered something about me.
im really lazy.
like, really really lazy.
i know there are so many things that im supposed to do,
but im not doing it, for the simple reason-
Lazy.

& yeah, today i found out that he's attached.
good for you (:

& yupp, after shawn sent me home on monday night,
i told him my final decision.
boy if you're ever reading this,
it's not that i dont understand,
but im thinking for you (:
so yupp, enjoy your life.

haha, i really cant dig anything out of myself today.
i think the teevee has a soporific effect on me.

i dont know what's up with life.
it's so hard to define.
so just take a step back and smile.
(:

i miss you.

2007-11-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

how much longer
but this is getting stronger

let's get going!
finally went for ogl camp, met Draco at the 1st pit stop.
I'd really like to commend on our fighting spirit,
from 2nd last to 2nd place!
give me a Draco clap!
I'm glad to have met such good ogl mates such as
Cherish, Siongjun, Cheryl, Timothy, Victoria,Sam and the rest (:

siongjun

they were the ones who made the group oh so special (:

ohwell, to cut it short, i guess lots of things happened during the camp.
each time it made me realise what a person i really am,
a really atrocious one so much so that im ashamed of my own behaviour
and disappointed with myself, even when i wasnt in the wrong.
why couldnt i love?
anyhow, im still glad i took the initiative to talk things out.
ter, i believe your tears werent in vain.
dont worry (:

& yupp after we broke camp,
sharon, nic, teresa, huiyi & i went to hongkong cafe for lunch! (:

i really applaud them,
they can really put off the slut/bitch for the ogl performance.
haha! well done =D
we had such a good time talking about school stuff,
really funny at times. yupp (:

poor me had to rush home, get changed and bummed down to city hall to meet
sixuan and nikki. cabbed down to NUS cultural centre eventually cos we were traditionally late (at least i was) guess what, i didnt know it was such a mega event,
the president was there, barely 20m away from me.
even in the auditorium, 2 rows behind me. tell you, i was so tempted to take pictures of him and Mr Tony Tan. (for the fun of it, haha!)
yupp, it was The Straits Times pocketmoney fund raising performance,
and we went there in support of sandra.

she & her sisters are so freaking awesome la. totally blew me off my feet.
and sandra was like way hot last night,
i wish you all could see her too. haha!
yeah anyway i was quite crazy last night,
saying silly stuff (like i always do) i was so crazy over this pianist and Ethan Ong then when nikki told me Julian Hee lived below her, i went nuts. HAHA

all of us were supposed to stayover at san's,
but nikki got grounded last minute. aww.
but by 2 plus i was really zonked out, went to lalaland for a lil while,
before i had to cab home and reach school before 730.
wowzah.
that's about the amount of sleep i got.

some pics of the play last night.
i really need to say this again:
it was really really really great and all of you reading this should go again next year.
and san! WELL DONE!! (: really really talented buddy of mine
who was actually in NAFA the same time i was. haha!
weeeeeeeeeeeeee (:
can anyone sense my joy? =D
it was lovely.
these kids who are the beneficiaries of the pocketmoney fund
are seriously too cute to be true.
my heart was stolen by them la. haha

sandra's the middle black one (: The Lee Sisters. total hotness.

another picture of them.(guys, there's a reason why i dont have a close up pic of them)
& for the last time presenting to you, The Lee Sisters. awesome (:

Ethan Ong, my star drummer. nikki! hurry give me my pic with him! oh, i forgot to say, ethan's got a brother, Noah, & he's also super duper cute la!

for the finale - as you can see, that's President SR Nathan and Mr Tony Tan. hooraye. met szesian's mum, aunty maureen and uncle john there too!

anyway, check this out. it's even more cool. totally loving it! whoosh- anyway, these are the pics from dinner that night with part of 4J at seoul garden. enjoy (:

i love cons.
dudu loves me =D
=P

cons loves me i love pris.
love triangle.
wee, tab still loves pris!
at tamp open stage. 3 of us being dumb. can you see the resemblance?

im still lovin' her

the failed indian posed flower. haha!

anyway, happy 17th birthday XIANWEI!! (: yaye, this is what he said after i wished him-

xianwei is todiefor says:
awwwww.
xianwei is todiefor says:
omg
xianwei is todiefor says:
thanks
xianwei is todiefor says:
idk what to say
xianwei is todiefor says:
i love it
xianwei is todiefor says:
=D
xianwei is todiefor says:
u're really a nice and sweet girl
xianwei is todiefor says:
make my heart melt man
xianwei is todiefor says:
omg i keep re-reading it
xianwei is todiefor says:
WHY
xianwei is todiefor says:
hahaha
xianwei is todiefor says:
u make me wanna tear
xianwei is todiefor says:
HAHAHAH
xianwei is todiefor says:
i have the im going to cry feeling
xianwei is todiefor says:
because of whatever u have written
xianwei is todiefor says:
thank you, really
xianwei is todiefor says:
u make me feel impt

well, basically at the end of the camp, it made me feel this way as well. happy(:

enjoy.

2007-11-27T01:27:00.001+08:00

today-
emotions was played with.
i totally loathe circling round this endless cycle.

anyhow, was supposed to report for ogl camp this morning at 730,
but lazy/sick me decided to give it a miss, going only tmr for the amazing race (:

today-
went around bugis/city hall with jie vic to run her errands,
then met bestie, mujia & jessica at bugis again.

left bestie with her mum, popped by Prints at citylink
before mrt-ing down to kembangan to aunty swee san and uncle chris' house.
i really didnt wanna go at first, cos firstly i wasnt hungry, & secondly, i was already quite tired.
but i still went because mum was quite angry.

unc chris & dad picked me from the station,
got off the car and to my surprise,
i kinda liked the design of the house although i didnt mention.
quiet was i, eavesdropping and not participating in much conversation
primarily because i was tired,
secondly is because they're funny and i'll just laugh along.

anyhow, yes i was obliged to play the piano,
and so i did, a couple of songs.
it was oh so flattering because the piano was in the dining hall,
& they all sat there, silenced, listening.
there, my fingers pranced around,
only to aggrandize my self-confidence
" she really makes the piano sing"

i realize that, i really need such things to keep me going.
people, do realize that we should have words of encouragement on our lips,
because it'll never fail to cheer someone up, and that's what it exactly did to me! (:

although i hate it when people talk about my playing,
i only credit the praises to God.
cos really, how could i possibly do all these things?
i couldnt have memorized all the chords for all the songs,
i wouldnt have known how to play the guitar, bass and drums.
let alone the violin.
well although being pitch-perfect might be inherited,
the rest came from God.
i choose to believe that He did so to equip me for the crisis.

that kinda sums up my postprandial thoughts (:

feeling kinda somniferous now,
maybe it's the time of the night, 145am.
yet trying to dig out an epiphany.

having utilising the public transport so much more often these days,
i came to notice people and their actions. maybe i'd take up sociology.

just the other day, i was on the mrt back with colleague, ming choo.
just on that short transition to city hall, we met this teenager who was a lil abnormal.
he waved to me frantically to catch my attention, and he did.
he started smiling to me and then proceeded to talk to me about his vcds.
carefully, i smiled back at him and entertained his excitement.
just as he left, he smiled so widely, even standing outside the border as the train zoomed by just to wave goodbye.

i burst out laughing,
cos i didnt know how to react.
what appalled me was 2 things.
1. mingchoo's reaction to mine
2. that boy

1. my laughing remark got her to tell me not to laugh at such people.
mingchoo's really a good friend, i'd say.
little did i expect this coming from her,
"i thought i'd alight with you in case he follows you"
it really struck a chord in my heart at that moment.
touched, i was, really.
it was like uncovering treasure.
frantically digging, i finally feel the smoothened edges of the bar,
and when brought to light, shimmers to blind.
wowzah.

that definitely sent me off with footsteps that weighed a feather.

just a random fact-
i really admire people, those i see on trains/buses, who have books in their hands,
and are reading!
& i kinda hate couples. haha.

------------

2007-11-26T23:42:00.001+08:00

and although school pushed us to the limits,
tempting us to just give up,
we still hung on,
and pulled through.
(:

the 3 of us made it to the top.
the teachers got to know us personally,
so well, & you know why.
each of us hit a record high.
(:
sweet memories.

i hear miss jiang's voice reverberating against the walls,
about how we should hand in our homework,
because she's receiving complaints.

gosh, this was ages ago, when we first came to class!

i forgot what we were doing then.

commendation day-

after PW oral presentation.
oh so happy.

im kinda feeling nostalgic god-knows-why. i miss 1a08 as a whole. moving on next year to 2a09 is.. such a change. i choose to believe in this principle, that a coin has 2 sides. although the idea of that new environment, new class, new faces, new challenges seem so daunting at times, i really hope it's for the better.

i really miss the class.
WHA LAOO =(

well, official last day of school was on wednesday, last week.
just as we were about to head off to Hougang point
(because tush & i were so hyped about reading,
god-knows-why),
we were lazing around in the canteen when suddenly,
nat called me.
"mr chacko wants you guys to come for class too, auditorium"
oohlala, woohoo.
the 7 of us were so reluctant..
we went in the end though.

as usual,
i sat down,
listened,
pondered,
got pressured and stressed.
every after GP lesson i get very hyped up to read.
really.
Mr Andrews never fails to emphasize and reiterate that point.
there's like so much to do for GP.
being an arts student like me,
getting a B and below sends me to hell.
so yeah, there you have it.

7 of us taking the same combi joined nat's class.
the math students went otherwise.
how sad.
but,
im still glad we didnt merge with the other classes.
politics.

2007-11-26T00:38:00.000+08:00

that's bestie and i in church.
the perfect match
look at the colours, really apt-
black & white

friday night - went to find bestie at her place
with the intention of clearing misunderstandings,
ended up crapping.
met gavin and hongwee,
stayed over at bestie's.
we were all watching Saw 3 on my lappy
it's so totally horrific, disgusting and gross.
hahaha. what limited vocab i have but ya.
simple, you get it.

we didnt sleep all the way till 8 plus,
& i was supposed to report to work at 930.
went at 2pm in the end, haha.
how typical of tab.

no wonder bestie bought her her Little Miss Late shirt.
there's the picture of us early in the morning, still in bed.
can you imagine? bright and cheery with the sun splashing on our faces (:
although deprived of sleep. coolios.

the day before.
tab went overnight fishing with kor nat and his friends.
my first catch! (:
oohlala.
fished from 1-630am.
marina bay.

reached home at 8am,
supposed to me classmates at 12 for lunch then homework.
in the end i slept till 4,
passed up my unfinished work,
met dad & mum for delicious dinner then headed for cell
in which we just prayed, prayed and prayed.
lovely (:

i love God
because
He's just so wonderful
He works miracles.
praise Him
(:

2007-11-20T00:02:00.001+08:00

Just 3 Words

Three things
in life that, once gone, never come back -

1. Time
2. Words
3. Opportunity

Three things in life that can destroy a person -

1. Anger
2. Pride
3. Unforgiveness

Three things in life that you should never lose-

1. Hope
2. Peace
3. Honesty

Three things in life that are most valuable -

1. Love
2. Family & Friends
3. Kindness

Three
things in life that are never certain -

1. Fortune
2. Success
3. Dreams

Three things that make a person -

1. Commitment
2. Sincerity
3. Hard work

Three things that are truly constant -

Father - Son - Holy Spirit

2007-11-19T23:41:00.000+08:00

on a lighter note, here's pictures from dinner just now,
seoul garden $306.90
pris cons tab driel john xunny nat yannie xiuling vanessa dudu vian.

WHAHA. my first kiss from pris!
sher dont kill me. please. im innocent.
anyway, i love you prisss! (:
<3 <3 <3

banana orange (:

suddenly they all popped their heads in.
zhilian sia.

tab pris cons (:

dinner was really fun, to me.
at least.. blahblah.

ZOMG- let me tell you a lil story
how do i start

i really dont know how.
but anyway,
ah crap.
pris cons and i were being mad as usual,
we decided to put a fake grape into adriel's ice cream initially,
ended up in dudu's ice cream.
HAHAHA. super hilarious i tell you.
cos the manager saw us 'plucking her grapes'
she came to our table and asked,
"shui ba wo de pu tao ah?"
innocent faced pris said,
"mei you leh"
tab was laughing like crazy inside.
cos it was my idea,
but pris plucked them out amazingly,
i didnt have the strength to.
HAHA.
then nat went to put it on the hotplate,
it's plastic, it's poisonous.
manager came over,
reprimanded us.
but
dudu's grape was still inside.
we kept conversing in chinese,
and finally dudu found out we were pranking her.
hahahaha. super hilarious la.
we were making such a din in there.
i kept laughing like no one's business.
soon they'll all hate us.

sorry dudu.
kept disturbing you about DOGS and PIGS
because you're a malay,
but it's really damn funny.
CONS YOU RACIST.
dudu next time your birthday 12th sept,
we'll give you SURPRISE okay?
set pris? we got idea already right? =D
(how about letting dogs run about?)
JK LA.

fun fun fun.

gosh, david gan's BOTAK?
what an irony.

adrian pang's pah-jiao-ed.

2007-11-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

And he's taken over me.
They've already longed to be.
Never mine but theirs.

Well, I wonder
If time is making me increasingly restive,
or decreasingly restive about the situation.
Just now during dinner, i really comported myself,
As to how im really not feeling.
Good.

to you;
I tried to demonstrate my fealty to you time and again,
You'd probably already realised it's true,
But never did you take the time,
to show me you love me.

After so many failed attempts to remember to forget you,
You never failed to do so,
or so it seems.

Im in this endless circle again,
It never ends.
round and round; it goes.

God, may You be the centre; I pray.

But, I still love you.

2007-11-19T16:35:00.000+08:00

ohyes, im so happy because i gave up my seat twice last night (:
weeeeee =D =D

sermon was quite good yesterday, i'd say (:
Hallow His Name.

2007-11-19T16:03:00.000+08:00

since there's nothing much to do during work,
i decided to show you one of the things i like from Alessi (:
anyone wanna buy it for me? it's $281.

last week, was probably the most times i met bestie ever since her O level exams started,

which is like 1 other time besides church and usual cell meetings.

HAHA so much right.
was supposed to meet her on friday for tanning,
but being my best friend,
she displayed her usual self, PS ME.
haha.
but it's really okay (:
even though tab brought along all the stuff to go sentosa straight after school,
dear lydia was still asleep when i finished school.
so tab went home to catch up on her dear sleep,
then headed over to shawn's place to 'study'.
we ended up swimming though.
he forced me to wear a bikini,
promising to treat dinner at newyork newyork.

so tab trudged over to public mansion for prayer meeting,
reached at 9pm, 1 hour late.
oohlala. we prayed for like 1 hour (=
nonstop.

saturday was work again,
met a new colleague, vincent.
work was damn slack, i was practically using the comp,
playing games. i learnt how to play freecell.
(:
was supposed to go clarke quay to see the 'iceberg'
with shawn, but decided to come over my place instead.
however being the pig i am, i fell asleep at 9pm.
WOO (:

oh, that's my bestie.
i think it was so heartwarming,
holding hands,
walking down the streets of orchard.

met sher and zer at heeren.

bryan(sr) saw me at wisma BUT didnt say hi.
DAOPOK.
that's cons & i at simpang (again).
had dinner with adriel and pris (:
what lovely friends. =D
<3!

yaye, it's dinner with sarah fang,susufik,rafidah,vanessa,vivian,pris,nat,adriel,cons,john and i dont know who else!
buffet at seoul garden later.
pictures soon! (=

geog lecture was soo stressful just now i tell you.
i just gave up taking notes.
in one lecture, she covered what, 60 pages?
goodness.
i've still gotta complete 4 essays by tmr.
(=

2007-11-05T20:41:00.000+08:00

aiya sadiq! i lazy la. this is all. hahaha
another day i promise!
need to do stupid I&R!
while you all have finished, i havent even started.

2007-11-04T00:16:00.000+08:00

The Poem

I knelt to pray but not for long,

I had too much to do.

I had to hurry to work

For bills would soon be due.

So i knelt and said a hurried prayer,

And jumped up off my knees.

My Chrisitan duty was now done

My soul could rest at ease.

All day long I had no time

To spread a word of cheer.

No time to speak of Christ to friends,

They'd laugh at me I fear.

No time, no time, too much to do.

That was my constant cry,

No time to give souls in need.

But at last the time, the time to die.

I went before the Lord, I came,

I stood with downcast eyes.

For in His hands God held a book

It was the book of Life.

God looked into His book and said,

"Your name I cannot find

I was once going to write it down,

But never found the time"

some stuff to ponder on i presume.

afterall, i guess God didnt get Joce to speak to me for no reason.

& after all that's happening,

i really think God should be the one im seeking answers in.

i really wish i could lead a spirit-filled life.

it's really time to align my focus to God,

lay everything at the foot of the cross.

because when our problems are compared,

they are nothing.

how more apt can the poem be,

describing most of our lives.

just now, i was talking to a friend from PL,

we went to Thailand in P6 together for a mission trip.

what's alarming, she's now no longer christian,

and im really hurt to know that.

i tried bringing up Christ,

but only to be put down.

i thought twice before i said,

"but God looks at the heart"

& indeed, i got shot down.

i was afraid i might lose her as a friend,

because of God.

But i still choose to believe that

God will honour those who honour Him,

& i pray that God will touch Ruiyi somehow.

She still remembered how i brought her to church last time,

it was really quite cute.

God, i really wish you were human.

why, because-

You'd be there to answer me immediately,

Your physical presence itself would be reassuring.

& a million other reasons why.

but I'm still glad that You're Jesus Christ, Son of God.

You are who You are to make things different,

to make me realise that I need to depend on You,

& how much You really mean to me, God.

You're not human for no reason,

Because You're just too holy to be amongst us.

Sometimes in life,

we just need to take a step back and look at things at a different angle.

perhaps then we may see through that prism of indifference.