whoa, it's about time i blog.
so many things have happened,
& i regret not penning them down.

anyway, as far as my thoughts can bring me,
Friday nights have been spent tonning at Bestie's place,
playing warcraft through the night and all.
with gavin, jj, bestie, baby & i.
(=
ohyeah, another was spent drinking at baby's place,
where bestie was our entertainer.
super funny.

well. all srjcians should by now realise
the imminent countdown to mid years
& that's really pulling me down.
i kinda loathe the fact that i've started late again,
but hopefully history wont repeat itself.
more effort to be put in, tab.


on another note,
all our interschool vball matches are over.
publicly declaring that we lost all our matches.
but so what? seriously.
i dont see it as a failure,
but more of moulding us into better people,
bonding us together as a team.
despite the fact that it's over,
i'm glad the things happened the way it did.
living up to our reputation,
somebody will cry every match.
and on this faithful day, it had to be me, the captain.
truth is, i was just very hurt by how coach reacted,
cos i thought he was angry with me.
i'm really sorry for being so ignorant,
because it's really my first time playing in a vball competition,
& i really try my best each time.
from the beginning
i already knew i didnt possess the capabilities,
what more the skills.
i had none.
i'm kinda apologetic that they have me as a captain,
because i think i've not lived up to my name,
& i'm really disappointed with myself too, really.
i shouldnt say more because now,
it doesnt make a difference.

put on a smile because there's always something to be happy about (=

nevertheless, i'm really glad that i had the opportunity to captain this team,
because i never want to lose them as friends.
all the fun, training, scoldings, mishaps, miscommunications etc
will all be entrenched in my heart.
they have shaped us to what we are,
& i'm thankful that it did.

yupp yupp.


hee. you know what
i hate being sad.
not sad, but not like hyperly happy either.
HMM.
hahaha. sorry.

whoa, it's about time i blog.
so many things have happened,
& i regret not penning them down.

anyway, as far as my thoughts can bring me,
Friday nights have been spent tonning at Bestie's place,
playing warcraft through the night and all.
with gavin, jj, bestie, baby & i.
(=
ohyeah, another was spent drinking at baby's place,
where bestie was our entertainer.
super funny.

well. all srjcians should by now realise
the imminent countdown to mid years
& that's really pulling me down.
i kinda loathe the fact that i've started late again,
but hopefully history wont repeat itself.
more effort to be put in, tab.


on another note,
all our interschool vball matches are over.
publicly declaring that we lost all our matches.
but so what? seriously.
i dont see it as a failure,
but more of moulding us into better people,
bonding us together as a team.
despite the fact that it's over,
i'm glad the things happened the way it did.
living up to our reputation,
somebody will cry every match.
and on this faithful day, it had to be me, the captain.
truth is, i was just very hurt by how coach reacted,
cos i thought he was angry with me.
i'm really sorry for being so ignorant,
because it's really my first time playing in a vball competition,
& i really try my best each time.
from the beginning
i already knew i didnt possess the capabilities,
what more the skills.
i had none.
i'm kinda apologetic that they have me as a captain,
because i think i've not lived up to my name,
& i'm really disappointed with myself too, really.
i shouldnt say more because now,
it doesnt make a difference.

put on a smile because there's always something to be happy about (=

nevertheless, i'm really glad that i had the opportunity to captain this team,
because i never want to lose them as friends.
all the fun, training, scoldings, mishaps, miscommunications etc
will all be entrenched in my heart.
they have shaped us to what we are,
& i'm thankful that it did.

yupp yupp.


hee. you know what
i hate being sad.
not sad, but not like hyperly happy either.
HMM.
hahaha. sorry.