this festive season
in search of the reason.
it's been awfully tiring these few days.
eve of cny was reunion dinner of course,
which was pretty good, followed by mahjong at isaac's house.
reached home at like 4 plus, next day was church.
woke up too late, couldnt find any matching clothes,
so, i dressed up so shittily i can hardly believe it, until now.
it's like, argh! when time's pressing on you, you lose.
visitation has been quite, reflective for me.
i like to see how people are doing, especially people related to me.
& im glad they're who they are, my relatives =D
uncle ron gave me a prep talk bout jcs and stuff.
kinda freaked me out.
anyhows. it's still nice being with my family.
i've been very very quiet, & i dont know why.
i just dont feel like smiling or talking to anyone,
i feel kinda bad. but i just dont know why!
what's more is that when the whole table of ppl start talking about me,
i hate it. even if it's good stuff.
i hate the looks and the thoughts that run through their mind.
i shall stop here.
haha! my grand aunt wants to cut my hairstyle cos she thinks im damn cool.
LOL
she says the same thing every year.
" whoa, i like you man. very zhai"
hahaha, im laughing.
basically every night was mahjong/blackjack at isaac's house through the night.
last night was most powerful.
after that session still went woodlands to eat prata at 4 plus, reached home at 6am.
ultimate right. then mum forced me out to eat lunch. wth la.
sooo freaking tired la i tell you.
on the 2nd day i fell asleep in the car,
then aunty maureen's house
then in the car
then mama's house
then in the car
then tua ee's house.
power not..
somethings just take time..
sometimes, it's good to let go.(:
this is life.
welcome to the vacuum cleaner,
it sucks.HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
and that's the story of the heart; at
3:12 AM
this festive season
in search of the reason.
it's been awfully tiring these few days.
eve of cny was reunion dinner of course,
which was pretty good, followed by mahjong at isaac's house.
reached home at like 4 plus, next day was church.
woke up too late, couldnt find any matching clothes,
so, i dressed up so shittily i can hardly believe it, until now.
it's like, argh! when time's pressing on you, you lose.
visitation has been quite, reflective for me.
i like to see how people are doing, especially people related to me.
& im glad they're who they are, my relatives =D
uncle ron gave me a prep talk bout jcs and stuff.
kinda freaked me out.
anyhows. it's still nice being with my family.
i've been very very quiet, & i dont know why.
i just dont feel like smiling or talking to anyone,
i feel kinda bad. but i just dont know why!
what's more is that when the whole table of ppl start talking about me,
i hate it. even if it's good stuff.
i hate the looks and the thoughts that run through their mind.
i shall stop here.
haha! my grand aunt wants to cut my hairstyle cos she thinks im damn cool.
LOL
she says the same thing every year.
" whoa, i like you man. very zhai"
hahaha, im laughing.
basically every night was mahjong/blackjack at isaac's house through the night.
last night was most powerful.
after that session still went woodlands to eat prata at 4 plus, reached home at 6am.
ultimate right. then mum forced me out to eat lunch. wth la.
sooo freaking tired la i tell you.
on the 2nd day i fell asleep in the car,
then aunty maureen's house
then in the car
then mama's house
then in the car
then tua ee's house.
power not..
somethings just take time..
sometimes, it's good to let go.(:
this is life.
welcome to the vacuum cleaner,
it sucks.HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
and the story ends like this; at
3:12 AM
