it's a sunday! & im so happy.
firstly because God answered all my problems
i've prayed for almost everyday this week.
YES. i love Him.
the feeling just rocks.
i've never felt this way before.
never felt so broken & lost.
everything started shooting at me.
like, EVERYTHING.
this im not exaggerating.
i felt so, so cheated and lost.
even though i have friends that care,
it doesnt change the way things are.
ohwell. never prayed so much before.
but still! God answered them all.
-Grandpa's out of hospital.
-my friendship problem is.. settled?
more or less (:
-i can quit my job.
-my mum was very nice to me.
those were just so heart-pressing i tell you.
if suicide wasnt a sin i would have alr done that.
i felt so so weak, i even cried on the bus back home.
but i've gotta truly say from the bottom of my heart,
that it's when you're weak that God is strong.
& today, im reminded again that,
the joy of living comes from a heart of thanksgiving.
no matter what you face, thank God for everything.
that was what i did.
i gave God everything in my prayer.
thank Him for all the shit that happened also.
but He answered them all!
i dont know how else to express this feeling.
ineffable.God rocks.
He loves.
Who died.
Have faith.
He showed me miracles.
they do happen.
and that's the story of the heart; at
11:33 PM
it's a sunday! & im so happy.
firstly because God answered all my problems
i've prayed for almost everyday this week.
YES. i love Him.
the feeling just rocks.
i've never felt this way before.
never felt so broken & lost.
everything started shooting at me.
like, EVERYTHING.
this im not exaggerating.
i felt so, so cheated and lost.
even though i have friends that care,
it doesnt change the way things are.
ohwell. never prayed so much before.
but still! God answered them all.
-Grandpa's out of hospital.
-my friendship problem is.. settled?
more or less (:
-i can quit my job.
-my mum was very nice to me.
those were just so heart-pressing i tell you.
if suicide wasnt a sin i would have alr done that.
i felt so so weak, i even cried on the bus back home.
but i've gotta truly say from the bottom of my heart,
that it's when you're weak that God is strong.
& today, im reminded again that,
the joy of living comes from a heart of thanksgiving.
no matter what you face, thank God for everything.
that was what i did.
i gave God everything in my prayer.
thank Him for all the shit that happened also.
but He answered them all!
i dont know how else to express this feeling.
ineffable.God rocks.
He loves.
Who died.
Have faith.
He showed me miracles.
they do happen.
and the story ends like this; at
11:33 PM
