in places no one can find, the feelings so deep insidehave you ever felt like,
you were all alone?
things were just going your wrong way,
everyone doesnt seem to care?
im sure you have.
and today's no exception for me.
so after this experience,
i've learnt not to trust men,
not even your closest one.
at least the one i thought understood my moods.
but im wrong, severely mistaken.
i felt so used,
so taken-for-granted.
i just felt as if my heart was torn into a million pieces.
or at least i wish i could just tear it apart.
then.
grandpa and grandma entered the house,
i was just too, shocked?
i didnt know what to say.
i didnt even ask about their trip.
i saw gong gong's face and.. sigh.
i just hope he's well.
i just wish i could take his pain and suffering.
i wish i was the one.
sigh.
then. this seems to be a yearly routine.
granduncle robert passed away last night..
therefore my family went to pay our last respects,
and im just home. it's past 12.
had talks with kor (:
it's been long since i felt this way, good.
i wish he could be my best friend.
someone i could just pour out to,
but maybe not yet.
you get the feeling?
i was just too desperate to let my heart speak, but no ears wanted to listen.
sigh.
ohwell. met panlingling(?)'s husband at the wake. heard she came earlier but had to go cos her son was injured after she got into an accident.
and one of the best pianist was there too.
it's kinda nice to know you've got a musically inclined cousin/uncle, i would say.
yaye, i cant wait for exams to be over, then i can get to play with them!
my uncle's really good. he's only 29 though.
cant wait. thankfully we're all united in the body of Christ.
and something that really warmed my heart.
he was the son of the deceased, but yet so cheerful, not because he did not love his dad.
his wife too. i really admire her. she was so strong, i wouldnt think i'd be.
well, she kissed me when i came.
haha, and she said i'm getting prettier she cant recognise!
HAHAHA. funny or dummy.
she's one of my fav. aunt after a. serina.
yipee (:
even despite all these, i praise the Lord.Thank you God.am i so thankful.so many times i've let you down,but you were always there for me,waiting for me to call upon you.draw me close, i pray.for there is None like You.be still, and know You are God.
and that's the story of the heart; at
12:10 AM
in places no one can find, the feelings so deep insidehave you ever felt like,
you were all alone?
things were just going your wrong way,
everyone doesnt seem to care?
im sure you have.
and today's no exception for me.
so after this experience,
i've learnt not to trust men,
not even your closest one.
at least the one i thought understood my moods.
but im wrong, severely mistaken.
i felt so used,
so taken-for-granted.
i just felt as if my heart was torn into a million pieces.
or at least i wish i could just tear it apart.
then.
grandpa and grandma entered the house,
i was just too, shocked?
i didnt know what to say.
i didnt even ask about their trip.
i saw gong gong's face and.. sigh.
i just hope he's well.
i just wish i could take his pain and suffering.
i wish i was the one.
sigh.
then. this seems to be a yearly routine.
granduncle robert passed away last night..
therefore my family went to pay our last respects,
and im just home. it's past 12.
had talks with kor (:
it's been long since i felt this way, good.
i wish he could be my best friend.
someone i could just pour out to,
but maybe not yet.
you get the feeling?
i was just too desperate to let my heart speak, but no ears wanted to listen.
sigh.
ohwell. met panlingling(?)'s husband at the wake. heard she came earlier but had to go cos her son was injured after she got into an accident.
and one of the best pianist was there too.
it's kinda nice to know you've got a musically inclined cousin/uncle, i would say.
yaye, i cant wait for exams to be over, then i can get to play with them!
my uncle's really good. he's only 29 though.
cant wait. thankfully we're all united in the body of Christ.
and something that really warmed my heart.
he was the son of the deceased, but yet so cheerful, not because he did not love his dad.
his wife too. i really admire her. she was so strong, i wouldnt think i'd be.
well, she kissed me when i came.
haha, and she said i'm getting prettier she cant recognise!
HAHAHA. funny or dummy.
she's one of my fav. aunt after a. serina.
yipee (:
even despite all these, i praise the Lord.Thank you God.am i so thankful.so many times i've let you down,but you were always there for me,waiting for me to call upon you.draw me close, i pray.for there is None like You.be still, and know You are God.
and the story ends like this; at
12:10 AM
