My grades are down from A's to D's I'm way behind in history I lost myself in fantasies Of you and me together I don't know why but dreaming's all I do I won't get by on mere imagination Upside down Bouncing off the ceilingInside out Stranger to this feeling Got no clue what I should do But I'll go crazy if I can't get next to you.hahas.a song that brings back many memories.
i'll just remember when szesian and i were best friends, and just blasting her music from her room, and i'd be sitting at her balcony, chasing her fishes in that mini pond. hahas
oh so sweet and innocent memories (: miss that girl loads.
together with vanessa, lumpy and valerie. hahas those were the days.
ohwells. thing's havent been going my way.
but, this morning's devotion might be one of those that spoke to me the most.
the speaker quoted something like, even though you're faced with many troubles, this gives you an opportunity to show joy. and through these troubles and testing of your faith, you'll develop perseverance and grow in the Lord. something like that which i so knew was talking to me. couldnt be any less coincidental. thank you Lord (:
hmm.was so tired in school. maybe it was because i was rudely awakened and could not sleep for awhile following.
thank God for just stopping me last night.
i also knew i would have lost.
but i would have done something more than that, than to just stand there like some loser, and let him take advantage. screw the whole damn situation.
but at least God was in control.
'dont you dare lay a hand on your sister'
was that as far as the situation could go?
i was just taken aback,snuggled in my bed and wept.
i didnt understand why such things had to be mine.
but at least now i do.
i really hate putting on masks.
skipping school tomorrow. which also means detention postponed again.
hm then i'll have to do it without cons. MY BUDDY (:
hahas! the two of us are so SWEET la ohmygoodness. hahas
thanks to ben who suggested this topic for ussw.
-.-
im really scared i'll screw up tomorrow infront of all those chairmans and whatsoever high ranks they hold. im SUPPOSED to teach them a few tricks or so. LOL
and i havent been at the range in ages. just hope i'll be able to pull through,strike good and intellectual conversations. ohmy. heard there're even pamphlets about the 4 of us. OMGoodness. how scary is that. nOo.. the dinner's also so scary. must receive the cheque board thingy,then draw the lucky draw and come up for some conversations about how my game was blahblahblah. im really scared.
talking about that. crap. i'll be missing today and tomorrow's Founder's day prac. woops. hahas. not that i find anymore motivation to play. cos i hate the songs they're singing la. but looks like i cant run away.
think mr wee who took us for geog rem today is better than ms yew in map reading la.
and cons and i were just laughing in the big room la. lol he even asked us if we inhaled some laughing gas. thanks to cons and her dumb ideas. HAHA ASS. funny bunny.
oh. i finally went for family gathering on sunday cos my brother didnt allo me to go lan with the youths. RAHH.
and my, my nephew joshua's so FAT LA. wha lao. hahas and vomitted on his mum.
very cute though. it'd been a long time since i went for family dinner and i almost won my godpa's watch through arm wrestling. hahas nice fellowship la (:
hope to play with them one day though.
win some quick bucks.
lol, they asked me to give uncle fred 36 strokes handicap. i was like 0.o
SIAO. im that good la.
that's insane.hahas
cell's been good i guess.
becky and sian joined us!
God bless this soul.
and that's the story of the heart; at
4:38 PM
My grades are down from A's to D's I'm way behind in history I lost myself in fantasies Of you and me together I don't know why but dreaming's all I do I won't get by on mere imagination Upside down Bouncing off the ceilingInside out Stranger to this feeling Got no clue what I should do But I'll go crazy if I can't get next to you.hahas.a song that brings back many memories.
i'll just remember when szesian and i were best friends, and just blasting her music from her room, and i'd be sitting at her balcony, chasing her fishes in that mini pond. hahas
oh so sweet and innocent memories (: miss that girl loads.
together with vanessa, lumpy and valerie. hahas those were the days.
ohwells. thing's havent been going my way.
but, this morning's devotion might be one of those that spoke to me the most.
the speaker quoted something like, even though you're faced with many troubles, this gives you an opportunity to show joy. and through these troubles and testing of your faith, you'll develop perseverance and grow in the Lord. something like that which i so knew was talking to me. couldnt be any less coincidental. thank you Lord (:
hmm.was so tired in school. maybe it was because i was rudely awakened and could not sleep for awhile following.
thank God for just stopping me last night.
i also knew i would have lost.
but i would have done something more than that, than to just stand there like some loser, and let him take advantage. screw the whole damn situation.
but at least God was in control.
'dont you dare lay a hand on your sister'
was that as far as the situation could go?
i was just taken aback,snuggled in my bed and wept.
i didnt understand why such things had to be mine.
but at least now i do.
i really hate putting on masks.
skipping school tomorrow. which also means detention postponed again.
hm then i'll have to do it without cons. MY BUDDY (:
hahas! the two of us are so SWEET la ohmygoodness. hahas
thanks to ben who suggested this topic for ussw.
-.-
im really scared i'll screw up tomorrow infront of all those chairmans and whatsoever high ranks they hold. im SUPPOSED to teach them a few tricks or so. LOL
and i havent been at the range in ages. just hope i'll be able to pull through,strike good and intellectual conversations. ohmy. heard there're even pamphlets about the 4 of us. OMGoodness. how scary is that. nOo.. the dinner's also so scary. must receive the cheque board thingy,then draw the lucky draw and come up for some conversations about how my game was blahblahblah. im really scared.
talking about that. crap. i'll be missing today and tomorrow's Founder's day prac. woops. hahas. not that i find anymore motivation to play. cos i hate the songs they're singing la. but looks like i cant run away.
think mr wee who took us for geog rem today is better than ms yew in map reading la.
and cons and i were just laughing in the big room la. lol he even asked us if we inhaled some laughing gas. thanks to cons and her dumb ideas. HAHA ASS. funny bunny.
oh. i finally went for family gathering on sunday cos my brother didnt allo me to go lan with the youths. RAHH.
and my, my nephew joshua's so FAT LA. wha lao. hahas and vomitted on his mum.
very cute though. it'd been a long time since i went for family dinner and i almost won my godpa's watch through arm wrestling. hahas nice fellowship la (:
hope to play with them one day though.
win some quick bucks.
lol, they asked me to give uncle fred 36 strokes handicap. i was like 0.o
SIAO. im that good la.
that's insane.hahas
cell's been good i guess.
becky and sian joined us!
God bless this soul.
and the story ends like this; at
4:38 PM
