i didnt know departure was sweet bitterness till i really experienced it myself.
sigh. suddenly charged with this emptiness. oh well
isnt it ironical;really how contradicting things always are.. i always find;they collide. dont people always take the people around them for granted? especially their closer ones. ever spared a thought for how they might be feeling for a day, at least, or just selfishly carry on with your own life. i mean, if it doesnt bother you then fine. if anyone's that heartless that is? i really dont know. any idea any one? hmms i just wonder why.. what if the person you loved most died the next day, and you didnt get to do or tell him/her what you'd actually do/say.
it just freaks me out, really. dont know why im so bothered about this. but this is about what i've to say. sorry to have dampened any moods, but isnt it worth a thought?
im in awe of humans, soley them. my utmost fear: that certain change-
i pray; break me take me
i've been feeling like a loser nowadays perhaps im just really borned to be one and i really am, i very big one. one of the biggest you'd come across. cant even run a simple race. it just tears my inner being, slashes through my veins and take away a heartbeat each pump.
deep inside, only You know, Lord. not even a single human comprehends. nobody listens, only You do. and i thank you Lord.
have you ever felt as if there's a dam just blocking your way. like your friends dont even believe what you say.. isnt it just, sad? they just think, oh it's another of her story-telling sessions. -there she goes.
im sorry
and that's the story of the heart; at 7:20 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
i didnt know departure was sweet bitterness till i really experienced it myself.
sigh. suddenly charged with this emptiness. oh well
isnt it ironical;really how contradicting things always are.. i always find;they collide. dont people always take the people around them for granted? especially their closer ones. ever spared a thought for how they might be feeling for a day, at least, or just selfishly carry on with your own life. i mean, if it doesnt bother you then fine. if anyone's that heartless that is? i really dont know. any idea any one? hmms i just wonder why.. what if the person you loved most died the next day, and you didnt get to do or tell him/her what you'd actually do/say.
it just freaks me out, really. dont know why im so bothered about this. but this is about what i've to say. sorry to have dampened any moods, but isnt it worth a thought?
im in awe of humans, soley them. my utmost fear: that certain change-
i pray; break me take me
i've been feeling like a loser nowadays perhaps im just really borned to be one and i really am, i very big one. one of the biggest you'd come across. cant even run a simple race. it just tears my inner being, slashes through my veins and take away a heartbeat each pump.
deep inside, only You know, Lord. not even a single human comprehends. nobody listens, only You do. and i thank you Lord.
have you ever felt as if there's a dam just blocking your way. like your friends dont even believe what you say.. isnt it just, sad? they just think, oh it's another of her story-telling sessions. -there she goes.
im sorry
and the story ends like this; at 7:20 PM
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