feeling so confused now. really lost.. perhaps im just not trusting God
these few days of trials have taught me perseverance. no one knows how pissed i was, just playing golf. okay, not golf. i was tRying to play golf. at least, it was shit. total let down.
what's new? this story sounds just like Caleb's. go far in golf and then just give up.
yeah.. that's something that's keeping me going too. i dont wanna let what my mum said come true, that i'll just give up someday. then again, i dont know what's holding me back. maybe i've been going out too much. neglecting my studies, just caring too much for friends who just..
i dont know. i really dont.
shoot me..
most of the time, i really feel taken for granted all the time. especially you; it's like.. RAH. i dont know how to say. REALLY FEEL LIKE DYING.
what's my life coming to. filled with stupid and useless depression.
okay what the hell am i saying here.
wish i hadnt existed.
why
have you ever felt this way?
so doubtful about people to you.. that what they do is so.. on-the-surface kind feeling? well that's how i feel. maybe it's just a period of the month. maybe.. it's really happening.
whatever. i just cant wait for trials to end tomorrow. end my misery and suffering. like as if i'll get chosen anyway..
thanks sha and dia for waiting for me at sentosa today. and yea, so much for the upper thomson one yeah.. go there then go back.. woohoo.
-.-
aiya. i shall go sleep my troubles away.
AND, by the way, im blogging cos of lydia liao simin. you know, im really worried for you.
let me tell you a little story (only lyd and sha will get what im saying) : one day, chicky sha bought NU tella and garDERnia bread to bring on the fried(freight) train to bangladesh and played balderdash with other chickens,one of which was gavin. hehe :D
enjoy.
he gave me another reason to think of you.. where have you gone? i miss you badly. and..i still love you.
and that's the story of the heart; at 9:42 PM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
feeling so confused now. really lost.. perhaps im just not trusting God
these few days of trials have taught me perseverance. no one knows how pissed i was, just playing golf. okay, not golf. i was tRying to play golf. at least, it was shit. total let down.
what's new? this story sounds just like Caleb's. go far in golf and then just give up.
yeah.. that's something that's keeping me going too. i dont wanna let what my mum said come true, that i'll just give up someday. then again, i dont know what's holding me back. maybe i've been going out too much. neglecting my studies, just caring too much for friends who just..
i dont know. i really dont.
shoot me..
most of the time, i really feel taken for granted all the time. especially you; it's like.. RAH. i dont know how to say. REALLY FEEL LIKE DYING.
what's my life coming to. filled with stupid and useless depression.
okay what the hell am i saying here.
wish i hadnt existed.
why
have you ever felt this way?
so doubtful about people to you.. that what they do is so.. on-the-surface kind feeling? well that's how i feel. maybe it's just a period of the month. maybe.. it's really happening.
whatever. i just cant wait for trials to end tomorrow. end my misery and suffering. like as if i'll get chosen anyway..
thanks sha and dia for waiting for me at sentosa today. and yea, so much for the upper thomson one yeah.. go there then go back.. woohoo.
-.-
aiya. i shall go sleep my troubles away.
AND, by the way, im blogging cos of lydia liao simin. you know, im really worried for you.
let me tell you a little story (only lyd and sha will get what im saying) : one day, chicky sha bought NU tella and garDERnia bread to bring on the fried(freight) train to bangladesh and played balderdash with other chickens,one of which was gavin. hehe :D
enjoy.
he gave me another reason to think of you.. where have you gone? i miss you badly. and..i still love you.
and the story ends like this; at 9:42 PM
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