done by mippy

Monday, September 26, 2005

i believed you.
thought it'd all go fine..
but perhaps i should really wake up.
and face reality.
i dont need lies, really.
i dont wanna be cheated by you..
and another you. rah. so now i know.

i only wish for people to understand me.
mr ong our new vp said this morning in devotion that it's important for you to have someone you can rely on, and it's important who that person is.
argh. all i always get from everyone is disappointment.
i mean, of course no one's perfect. but i'm just.. oh well.
maybe i really do have an attitude problem.

life sucks. to the core. havent felt this way for awhile.
had a bad day. in school and everything that happened over the weekend.
ms lim called my mum telling her i didnt hand in work that was counted for CA.
then she went on about me failing english.
i'm not being complacent or what, but this is the first time i'm filled with apprehension of failing.
oh gosh.. but even if i get retained i know it's all God's plan.
actually i dont really mind repeating. but i hate the sec 2 batch. and i kinda know i wont fit in there. yikes.
i dont really like hanging about people younger than me.
actually i just hate saint hilda's.

yesyes.advice from driel; treasure your friends. oh haha.
went lunch with cons,pee,sher,xunny,marcus,lemuel,fairuz and driel. that's all right? cant remember. yup. at ljs. cos nat went to meet his ahem..
went to study at pris` house thereafter.
i was just pissed after that. like ever so easily. by mum. firstly i'm impatient. and had to wait for her. argh.
in school papa bull again. what the hell larh. so super sway kena caught by lee kim seng. he saw me sliding a book into class then went to tell that bull. so now marcus' book is confiscated. oops.
then i stood at the back of the class also cannot. he said what tabitha, you dont need to stand like a model you know,it's not laguna country club -.- like whatever? stupid neh neh. better return the book lorh. and jeroel wasnt helping. he was being as irritating as usual. but i know i'll feel bad if i just once and for all shout at him. argh.

poo gang! we're so gonna kick asses after our exams yeah- oh my.
lol. what were we supposed to blog about ah? i cant remember..
remember chinese class.. then you all dont know say what.

argh.life sucks.


and that's the story of the heart; at 8:25 PM





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