oh my goshh-he's performing for sonic fest! i so wanna go.ben's performing too. i wanna go now! haha but i just hope ...oh well. it has been a gruesome week though it's merely wednesday only.had oral yesterday then rushed down for gym training and short game training.it's just draining all my energy out. training 5 days a week(6 sessions), excluding own trainings and competitions. i hardly have the mood to do any homework. so If i ever do any homework, that teacher is lucky. cos i'm usually very tired and allcame home after school today to nap before training.whoa i tell you, i just didnt feel like getting up. just totally no energy.but i just love sleeping, especially when i'm feeling down, if not i'll just hurt more people with what i do or say. mum has been constantly telling me of my bad attitude and rudeness. heh. i'm an idiot. at least, i feel like one.so tired now,still have the stupid argumentative essay on Advertisements yet to do. oh sigh.you know, sometimes you feel there's just a thousand things to be unhappy with, but yet there are so many things to be thankful for.
let me see what i'm thankful to God for :
* a special person in my life
*for getting into the national squad (:
*giving me the ability to serve Him on the piano
*to be in the situation i am in *some others
with all the setbacks and failures, it's not how many times you fail, but how you rise up after every fall (:
everything seems rather.. temporial to me now. i dont know why..
i know things and people will fade away..
i wonder who are those that would last
honestly, i'm not really convinced if there'd be anyone.
oh well. live life.
had s.a.g.e.s for Eng lessons again. just like the other time.
and the same thing happened again.
me + you = happines? i dont know.
sometimes i wonder if i'll really make it big someday.
everybody tell me i train very hard, but not really.. perfoming?
although i've beaten my own records and all.
i really dont know, i cant destine my life anyway,
although i'd really want to know what's in store.
playing Changi this fri,feeling really uncertain
because i've not been hitting well due to gym trainings and all.
or rather, we wont be swinging well.
haha. sandra told us dr khoo's gonna sign the 4 of us-deb,sx,sand and i for a 10km `marathon`!
oh darn. so much for hating running :(
haha.not fair! it's optional for the seniors but the 4 of us gotta suffer!
and she's gonna train us for it somemore.
sand and i planned to run 8 mins/km. haha
that'll take us 1hrs 20 mins!
oh my gosh- i cant imagine running for such a long time, i've never ever done that. not running. oh please. wonder how i am an ex-tracker. EX. yes haha
yeah. i love chocolate milk with cereal! hahafor those who know me better you'd know that i hate cheese and milk.but for the sake of golf.. i would. actually coming to think of it.. i've sacrificed a lot just for golf.i just better hope it's worth it. really.and i hate mosquitoes okay.keep biting me! no wonder they're called pests. hahaand they leave this scar-like mark on top of itchinessi have so many bites on my leg i look as if i got some disease or something. hahastupid constance kheng! pinch me until i got blue black, knock my head with your hairband on your head, now my head also got blue black larh! teh neh neh.oh haha are touched that i shared SALIVA with YOU?! hahaha you lucky shiithead.your yucky milo-dinosaur. haha lp siao larh! cos i wanted to eat her` marshmellow so i took a bite and she was like so frantically saying :` oh i actually fed tabitha?!` pris and i went LOL -.-"haha. feel so bad cos it is the 2nd time today i forgot to help mdm eio tell 3C to go to the chem lab! oh my goshh. she was freaking angry. plus she was in a badmood! wha lao. haha can hear her next door larh. so loud. okay, sorry. rah! whole class made noise at me somemore. i felt bad enough okay.yea! it's thursday tomorrow. my only `off-day`. phew.
but still gotta go down to prepare for fri-changi.
sian, still gotta go to school for half a day.. yucks.
cos my flight's in the afternoon.
and i'm playing with all those better than me in handicap terms!
-bee,deb,lala! haha.
adrian chua told me i had to beat this person.
and didnt understand why i cant beat her.
he hates her.
he told me his secret! haha (x
keep telling everyone about how bad in his terms i was. haha
i was just more vulgar and unfriendlier. hahas =O
so touched lor. he said i changed a lot for the better.
now better attitude. and in his eyes i'm more.. i shant say. haha
(: he made my day.
woots. and if he won today's tourny he'd treat me dinner! haha
cos i sponsored him my tees okay. and now i dont have any.
:( boohoo. haha
yeah! =Pi wanna live in your presence (:
and that's the story of the heart; at
10:42 PM
oh my goshh-he's performing for sonic fest! i so wanna go.ben's performing too. i wanna go now! haha but i just hope ...oh well. it has been a gruesome week though it's merely wednesday only.had oral yesterday then rushed down for gym training and short game training.it's just draining all my energy out. training 5 days a week(6 sessions), excluding own trainings and competitions. i hardly have the mood to do any homework. so If i ever do any homework, that teacher is lucky. cos i'm usually very tired and allcame home after school today to nap before training.whoa i tell you, i just didnt feel like getting up. just totally no energy.but i just love sleeping, especially when i'm feeling down, if not i'll just hurt more people with what i do or say. mum has been constantly telling me of my bad attitude and rudeness. heh. i'm an idiot. at least, i feel like one.so tired now,still have the stupid argumentative essay on Advertisements yet to do. oh sigh.you know, sometimes you feel there's just a thousand things to be unhappy with, but yet there are so many things to be thankful for.
let me see what i'm thankful to God for :
* a special person in my life
*for getting into the national squad (:
*giving me the ability to serve Him on the piano
*to be in the situation i am in *some others
with all the setbacks and failures, it's not how many times you fail, but how you rise up after every fall (:
everything seems rather.. temporial to me now. i dont know why..
i know things and people will fade away..
i wonder who are those that would last
honestly, i'm not really convinced if there'd be anyone.
oh well. live life.
had s.a.g.e.s for Eng lessons again. just like the other time.
and the same thing happened again.
me + you = happines? i dont know.
sometimes i wonder if i'll really make it big someday.
everybody tell me i train very hard, but not really.. perfoming?
although i've beaten my own records and all.
i really dont know, i cant destine my life anyway,
although i'd really want to know what's in store.
playing Changi this fri,feeling really uncertain
because i've not been hitting well due to gym trainings and all.
or rather, we wont be swinging well.
haha. sandra told us dr khoo's gonna sign the 4 of us-deb,sx,sand and i for a 10km `marathon`!
oh darn. so much for hating running :(
haha.not fair! it's optional for the seniors but the 4 of us gotta suffer!
and she's gonna train us for it somemore.
sand and i planned to run 8 mins/km. haha
that'll take us 1hrs 20 mins!
oh my gosh- i cant imagine running for such a long time, i've never ever done that. not running. oh please. wonder how i am an ex-tracker. EX. yes haha
yeah. i love chocolate milk with cereal! hahafor those who know me better you'd know that i hate cheese and milk.but for the sake of golf.. i would. actually coming to think of it.. i've sacrificed a lot just for golf.i just better hope it's worth it. really.and i hate mosquitoes okay.keep biting me! no wonder they're called pests. hahaand they leave this scar-like mark on top of itchinessi have so many bites on my leg i look as if i got some disease or something. hahastupid constance kheng! pinch me until i got blue black, knock my head with your hairband on your head, now my head also got blue black larh! teh neh neh.oh haha are touched that i shared SALIVA with YOU?! hahaha you lucky shiithead.your yucky milo-dinosaur. haha lp siao larh! cos i wanted to eat her` marshmellow so i took a bite and she was like so frantically saying :` oh i actually fed tabitha?!` pris and i went LOL -.-"haha. feel so bad cos it is the 2nd time today i forgot to help mdm eio tell 3C to go to the chem lab! oh my goshh. she was freaking angry. plus she was in a badmood! wha lao. haha can hear her next door larh. so loud. okay, sorry. rah! whole class made noise at me somemore. i felt bad enough okay.yea! it's thursday tomorrow. my only `off-day`. phew.
but still gotta go down to prepare for fri-changi.
sian, still gotta go to school for half a day.. yucks.
cos my flight's in the afternoon.
and i'm playing with all those better than me in handicap terms!
-bee,deb,lala! haha.
adrian chua told me i had to beat this person.
and didnt understand why i cant beat her.
he hates her.
he told me his secret! haha (x
keep telling everyone about how bad in his terms i was. haha
i was just more vulgar and unfriendlier. hahas =O
so touched lor. he said i changed a lot for the better.
now better attitude. and in his eyes i'm more.. i shant say. haha
(: he made my day.
woots. and if he won today's tourny he'd treat me dinner! haha
cos i sponsored him my tees okay. and now i dont have any.
:( boohoo. haha
yeah! =Pi wanna live in your presence (:
and the story ends like this; at
10:42 PM
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