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Thursday, June 23, 2005

bwahs. feeling kinda.. depressed
i dont know why. sigh-

i'm so glad mum and dad are coming back soon,
so at least they can take away some of my grief :(
i just wish somebody's here to cheer me up
but apparently there's no one.
i'm wearing this fake smile everywhere i go.

oh well. decided to be a pig today. woke up at like 1
then chionged out of the house at 130 to have lunch with jie vic near her house. then headed for training. so early-230. it starts at 5. craig's out of town. i couldnt concentrate larh. sigh. perhaps i was too tired. currently i'm stuck with short-game. cos i freakingly cant hit my irons well. so i went down to putt. met jenny there in her buggy. oh gosh. i think she's interested in me. haha she jio-ed me go malaysia holiday with her. lol, she said karaoke, go makan and shopping. but no golf cos she doesnt golf.she asked me like 5 times larh. hehe
she said i'm a hidden dragon;hidden talent. mwahas. totally made my day larh (:
she was telling sandra, eh, this one good know. haha

during training i played matchplay with sandra and she lost hands down man. haha it was already 3 over for her with 1 hole left to play. and she screwed up the last so i won by 4. hahaha. damn funny sia. we were being spasticated larh. especially me. was so happy that i sunk so many putts. which werent comparatively short. yay (: and my skills test improved by 7 strokes. and i was very noisy. haha
we all escaped from training earlier cos craig isnt there. haha. so naughty.
went to meet lydaneh and roy at ngee ann city. and saw sarah. and lydia's other cousin. hehs
then went plaza sing to eat pastamania and roy's treat at swensens'! haha. left at about 10.
lydaneh was high larh. crazy girl` hahas

boo. she didnt let me send her home. hahas
you're dumb you know?
cos it'll be the last time i can reach home so late without prohibition.
hahas oh well i know you meant well.
i'm tired. as usual. rah. i dont know whether or not to be stressed about my academic stuff. because i can jolly well heck care about school.
oh yes. i can pon school on thurs! cos it's Raffles open practice round. yeah! playing with deborah[the bra], si xuan [si chuan] and geraldine [tom &jerry] hahaha.

i hope some test or group presentations are on that day. then i can give it a miss. at least for that day.
and probably delay it. hahas. yea!
oh gosh. having tuition tomorrow. better wake up and start on my A math. *yawns

i cant wait mummy's return. then i can get all the stuff she bought me! yay
and she'll be by my side once again! hahas
darn, but i feel like sleeping

it seems impossible :(

seem so far away.

i'm still waiting`

to you:
stop feeding me with those words,
i dont want them to be lies.
just stop it.
argh


and that's the story of the heart; at 1:26 AM





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