feeling depression at its peak after months i guess. well it just cant be helped, can it? it's just me. the stupid over-sensitive person living on earth. for no purpose. i realised it's all because of you. i really dont know what to do. life totally sucks. it's screwed.
i care very much for you, i love you, i put you in first priority i do everything i can just to make you happy, i live a happy and contented life. you mean everything to me-
not anymore.
everything now seems to be going the wrong way.life's a rollercoaster? whatever. yes, down in the dumps now. life has its ups and downs. i'm at the bottom of the valley.
would i see anyone there? at this very point in time, to hear me out i just hate it. i hate life. i hate myself. i hate everything.
i watched the walls around me crumble but it's not like i will build them up again so here's your last chance for redemption so take it while it lasts, cause it will end my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye i can't live without you can't breathe without you i'm dreamin' bout you honestly, tell me that it's over cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living it won't be right if we're not in it together tell me that it's over and I'll be the first to go don't want to be the last to know
that's how i really feel. but. if it takes, i'll let go. for the sake of happiness.
i'm sick of being who you want me to be. beacuse no matter how hard i try i still fail. but i hope you realise what you've done. to me.
then again, i dont even think it bothers you. because you have tons of other friends right? yea, so just walk off with them. it's okay (: i'm tired.
i'm undefined.
only God would shower his UNCONDITIONAL love.
and that's the story of the heart; at 5:52 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
feeling depression at its peak after months i guess. well it just cant be helped, can it? it's just me. the stupid over-sensitive person living on earth. for no purpose. i realised it's all because of you. i really dont know what to do. life totally sucks. it's screwed.
i care very much for you, i love you, i put you in first priority i do everything i can just to make you happy, i live a happy and contented life. you mean everything to me-
not anymore.
everything now seems to be going the wrong way.life's a rollercoaster? whatever. yes, down in the dumps now. life has its ups and downs. i'm at the bottom of the valley.
would i see anyone there? at this very point in time, to hear me out i just hate it. i hate life. i hate myself. i hate everything.
i watched the walls around me crumble but it's not like i will build them up again so here's your last chance for redemption so take it while it lasts, cause it will end my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye i can't live without you can't breathe without you i'm dreamin' bout you honestly, tell me that it's over cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living it won't be right if we're not in it together tell me that it's over and I'll be the first to go don't want to be the last to know
that's how i really feel. but. if it takes, i'll let go. for the sake of happiness.
i'm sick of being who you want me to be. beacuse no matter how hard i try i still fail. but i hope you realise what you've done. to me.
then again, i dont even think it bothers you. because you have tons of other friends right? yea, so just walk off with them. it's okay (: i'm tired.
i'm undefined.
only God would shower his UNCONDITIONAL love.
and the story ends like this; at 5:52 PM
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