yesterday's morning devotion in school.
by mrs sng, principal. in class cos it was raining.
gosh i couldnt stand her pronounciation.
but that isnt the main point.
the thing is that, she shared about the catholic pope, obviously.
and also, our life after death. she read from the bible, saying that we'll be judged in front of God, when we go up to meet him. the moment after she said that, i started reflecting. thinking..
i then started to realise how bad a life i have led, how much i have neglected him. because of golf and studies, i dont even touch my bible when i'm home. only on sundays. and, on sundays i dont even listen to the sermon. argh.. i guess i need isolation to think. what i really want in life. but when i try to start a new each time, i'll fall again. it's always because of relationship problems, either with friends or parents. if not it'd be stress. sigh-
i guess it's just the work of the devil. just like yvonne said during dg. life would seem much harder after you're baptised. that kinda put me off. haha well. yea i better get more prepared for baptism this december..sigh.
it's like. once i get home i'm so so tired. sometimes i dont even study for tests, much less homework or revision. grr that's how tedious my life is.and being a child of my parents is a hard thing. living in this family.
had a tiff` with my mum again. in the car. she told me i had to go fer MEP tomorrow. then i was like, i'm not going. she said golf has no future and i might be sponsored to go overseas for music. i was like, please larh, i'm not even good at music. then she talked as if she knew so much about my golf situation what crap. then say say say. discouraged me, totally. all i have is myself to overcome her nonsense day and night. i really cant take it no longer. it's like she really thinks my golf has no future. because, honestly she doesnt even know what really is happening in my golf `courier` save me. well i might not be a touring pro. but i can be a teaching pro? gosh. has she forgotten that? i, her daughter. someone whom she doesnt even spare a thought or understand me. sigh--
feeling so depressed once again. i dont need anyone else to add to it.
and oh yes. i just failed my a math test again. wow
and luckily alina tan didnt come today. so no ss test. hahaha
forgetful dear forgot to call me at 12am. grr. bish*
well going for training now :sher i'll reply your letter asap. sorry about the chinese proj yea. hahaha
and that's the story of the heart; at
3:08 PM
yesterday's morning devotion in school.
by mrs sng, principal. in class cos it was raining.
gosh i couldnt stand her pronounciation.
but that isnt the main point.
the thing is that, she shared about the catholic pope, obviously.
and also, our life after death. she read from the bible, saying that we'll be judged in front of God, when we go up to meet him. the moment after she said that, i started reflecting. thinking..
i then started to realise how bad a life i have led, how much i have neglected him. because of golf and studies, i dont even touch my bible when i'm home. only on sundays. and, on sundays i dont even listen to the sermon. argh.. i guess i need isolation to think. what i really want in life. but when i try to start a new each time, i'll fall again. it's always because of relationship problems, either with friends or parents. if not it'd be stress. sigh-
i guess it's just the work of the devil. just like yvonne said during dg. life would seem much harder after you're baptised. that kinda put me off. haha well. yea i better get more prepared for baptism this december..sigh.
it's like. once i get home i'm so so tired. sometimes i dont even study for tests, much less homework or revision. grr that's how tedious my life is.and being a child of my parents is a hard thing. living in this family.
had a tiff` with my mum again. in the car. she told me i had to go fer MEP tomorrow. then i was like, i'm not going. she said golf has no future and i might be sponsored to go overseas for music. i was like, please larh, i'm not even good at music. then she talked as if she knew so much about my golf situation what crap. then say say say. discouraged me, totally. all i have is myself to overcome her nonsense day and night. i really cant take it no longer. it's like she really thinks my golf has no future. because, honestly she doesnt even know what really is happening in my golf `courier` save me. well i might not be a touring pro. but i can be a teaching pro? gosh. has she forgotten that? i, her daughter. someone whom she doesnt even spare a thought or understand me. sigh--
feeling so depressed once again. i dont need anyone else to add to it.
and oh yes. i just failed my a math test again. wow
and luckily alina tan didnt come today. so no ss test. hahaha
forgetful dear forgot to call me at 12am. grr. bish*
well going for training now :sher i'll reply your letter asap. sorry about the chinese proj yea. hahaha
and the story ends like this; at
3:08 PM
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