Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up And I give up
I just want to tell you, so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note for you, my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one``
`please remember the times we had together`
that's the `sad part. of my life.
bwahaha.
well well.
it's 95% that i'm gonna get sponsored.
whahaha! i'm so glad.
but it seems like, it's just another time that something's happening to me.
something good.
so many things i have achieved in the golfing industry.
mr joe goh. my sponsor. really have to thank God for him.
know who he is? owner of Harven Norman and World of Golf. piang ehs.
it was so stressful hitting in front of him just now.
now i have quality clubs. not like my previous shit clubs.
i overheard him talking to my mum.
he said he and dr khoo both say i have huge potential.
it's sad i started relatively later.
he asked me if i was really serious in golf.
of course i said yes. who wouldnt? haha
but truthfully at the point i was kinda unsure. because i had music, studies and golf.
so i had to choose.
nevertheless i have made up to work hard in every aspect.
must be an all-rounder.
he told me that if in one year's time i dont be single handicap,
to give up on golf.
i wasnt sure and am not sure if i can make it.
but i'm gonna start training. once again.
just like last november.
it was fun golfing everyday. i felt very happy then.
but now with my subjects and all, i really hope i can make it.
i have to trust God that with His help, i can do anything.
*prays fervently``
wellwell.after school. had conference with chucky.with pris, nat, adriel,karen,sharifa and jesley.
gees.pris really made joachim sound so `mentally retarded` hahas.
he's irritating i agree. he once sat behind me.
but even after chucky talks to him i reckon he wont change either.
oh darn. chucky told me that my row is always being complained about. being too noisy.
and she wants to change my seat. in fact my whole row. hahahas.
then i told her then we'll disturb the whole class like that. bwahas. X)
the conference was alright. though she was lecturing us about our bad behaviour. showing her all our negative points and all. again, the cheating case was raised. but i'm really happy with her. she said she doesnt black mark us, but knows the actual reason why we cheated. because we wanted to do well, not to fail our test. that was exactly how i was feeling.
there's just too much competition everywhere you go.
i couldnt help but look at her during the conference. giving her eye contact to let her know i was paying attention. respecting. hehs. so unlike me right.
was ratHer, shocked. she commented on my compo. the first one we did about 1 month ago. she told them that i write fabulous compos. i was like huh? got meh. oh well. there she went. great writer. blah blah. boosted my ego once again. haha. not actually. just felt happy for that moment. but i'm glad she is very happy with our class. she.. haiyo. gets me into so many things. help her compose song, writer's night, class cheer, class t-shirt. think i what? piang eh. she was saying how happy she is with our class, how many talents we have. diaos.then she went. `we even have people who excel outside, at national level` ahem. i know. you dont have to keep bragging. lol -.-
okayys.then went to tm.met mk at the bus stop so we went together. went with pris. we had soo soo much fun right pris?! and mk.. haha. never felt that happy before man. never laughed so much. never enjoyed myself so much before. without sher of course.haiyo.make me walk all the way to 840 to find you then you say you not ready. slap you sia. i was carrying all my books somemore. toot sia. bleaghs. wee. then we went swensen's right pris? oh yea. and i bought quite a number of stuff. for people. ahems. :)) we had so much fun there! bleaghs. sher are you jealous? boo- ahem``
was damn freaking pissed with my parents in the car on the way to laguna to golf just now. you know i just dont like talking to them because they either dont hear me or dont understand me. yea and i'm in a bad mood with them 90% of the time. so i was like being very rude lah. my usual self? yea so. my mum started the scolding. blah blah. then my father said. something which hurt me a lot. impacted. he said something like `you think you are a very great golfer, the best golfer that all of us must be scared of you is it?` i was like. what the shit. i never thought that way alright. phucked up man. and the thing is that it's not the first time he said this to me. really man. what the shit?
and that's the story of the heart; at
10:13 PM
Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up And I give up
I just want to tell you, so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note for you, my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one``
`please remember the times we had together`
that's the `sad part. of my life.
bwahaha.
well well.
it's 95% that i'm gonna get sponsored.
whahaha! i'm so glad.
but it seems like, it's just another time that something's happening to me.
something good.
so many things i have achieved in the golfing industry.
mr joe goh. my sponsor. really have to thank God for him.
know who he is? owner of Harven Norman and World of Golf. piang ehs.
it was so stressful hitting in front of him just now.
now i have quality clubs. not like my previous shit clubs.
i overheard him talking to my mum.
he said he and dr khoo both say i have huge potential.
it's sad i started relatively later.
he asked me if i was really serious in golf.
of course i said yes. who wouldnt? haha
but truthfully at the point i was kinda unsure. because i had music, studies and golf.
so i had to choose.
nevertheless i have made up to work hard in every aspect.
must be an all-rounder.
he told me that if in one year's time i dont be single handicap,
to give up on golf.
i wasnt sure and am not sure if i can make it.
but i'm gonna start training. once again.
just like last november.
it was fun golfing everyday. i felt very happy then.
but now with my subjects and all, i really hope i can make it.
i have to trust God that with His help, i can do anything.
*prays fervently``
wellwell.after school. had conference with chucky.with pris, nat, adriel,karen,sharifa and jesley.
gees.pris really made joachim sound so `mentally retarded` hahas.
he's irritating i agree. he once sat behind me.
but even after chucky talks to him i reckon he wont change either.
oh darn. chucky told me that my row is always being complained about. being too noisy.
and she wants to change my seat. in fact my whole row. hahahas.
then i told her then we'll disturb the whole class like that. bwahas. X)
the conference was alright. though she was lecturing us about our bad behaviour. showing her all our negative points and all. again, the cheating case was raised. but i'm really happy with her. she said she doesnt black mark us, but knows the actual reason why we cheated. because we wanted to do well, not to fail our test. that was exactly how i was feeling.
there's just too much competition everywhere you go.
i couldnt help but look at her during the conference. giving her eye contact to let her know i was paying attention. respecting. hehs. so unlike me right.
was ratHer, shocked. she commented on my compo. the first one we did about 1 month ago. she told them that i write fabulous compos. i was like huh? got meh. oh well. there she went. great writer. blah blah. boosted my ego once again. haha. not actually. just felt happy for that moment. but i'm glad she is very happy with our class. she.. haiyo. gets me into so many things. help her compose song, writer's night, class cheer, class t-shirt. think i what? piang eh. she was saying how happy she is with our class, how many talents we have. diaos.then she went. `we even have people who excel outside, at national level` ahem. i know. you dont have to keep bragging. lol -.-
okayys.then went to tm.met mk at the bus stop so we went together. went with pris. we had soo soo much fun right pris?! and mk.. haha. never felt that happy before man. never laughed so much. never enjoyed myself so much before. without sher of course.haiyo.make me walk all the way to 840 to find you then you say you not ready. slap you sia. i was carrying all my books somemore. toot sia. bleaghs. wee. then we went swensen's right pris? oh yea. and i bought quite a number of stuff. for people. ahems. :)) we had so much fun there! bleaghs. sher are you jealous? boo- ahem``
was damn freaking pissed with my parents in the car on the way to laguna to golf just now. you know i just dont like talking to them because they either dont hear me or dont understand me. yea and i'm in a bad mood with them 90% of the time. so i was like being very rude lah. my usual self? yea so. my mum started the scolding. blah blah. then my father said. something which hurt me a lot. impacted. he said something like `you think you are a very great golfer, the best golfer that all of us must be scared of you is it?` i was like. what the shit. i never thought that way alright. phucked up man. and the thing is that it's not the first time he said this to me. really man. what the shit?
and the story ends like this; at
10:13 PM
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