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Tuesday, February 01, 2005

something just made me think of this :
would anyone mourn over my death?
would you care, if something happened to me? ``
me? perhaps, no.

hehs. was reminiscing and reflecting in the car, to and from dinner. as the music played, i listened hard to the lyrics. everything seemed to connect with you.
yea, kinda strange, but, it's true. why?

like my nick suggests,look on the bright side of life. As i reflected, i suddenly remembered, that we must always thank God, no matter what situation we are in, whether good or bad.
Hold me close

Let your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to your side

I realise i'm feeling all these mixed feelings because i just dont trust God that much.
But i'm glad, He's always there fer me. And will aLwayS be.
Again, tHank you Lord.
i just hope that you will bring me out of this situation. soon.
well, it's all in your hands.

on with life:
school started at 830...
i kinda dislike mondays and tuesdays because the first 4 periods are all Chinese and A maths... not that i dont like my friends there, but i dont like chinese. cos it's a waste of time. i dont even listen to the teacher. well, most of the time.. the poo gang happens to be in the same chinese class and therefore you know, there we go rattling off. i'm always like, constantly not paying attention, and talking to the poo gang. hahas. it kinda brings joy to my life, cos school life is always so dull, with the teachers, the tests, the stress, everything. but not my friends. thank you God fer them. at this point in time, they're my bundle of joy. hehs. even though we have to deal with sher's internal problems... dont be over-stressed kae? you know i' ve also experienced what you are going through now. just take a breather and really, reflect. and by the way i was the one saying about the "pig pig" thing... lol. not pris! hmph! you always get mixed up. bleaghs. well. hope everything's going fine with you, in your "prison". heh, my door will always be open fer you! cheers mate!
heh. stupid wedgy lifeskills teacher. lol! pris, he and his wedgies right?! every lesson come in sure got one. lols. and you disgusting constance kheng... oh my goodness. you literally stared at his ass can. sicko. lol. we werent asking you to do that, just to Look. hahas.

well, just finished my Geog hw. feel so complete. hahas. i really love Geog. like i told pris, i wanna drop A math. it's seriously sO soo tough man. i cant cope. and papa bull doesnt wanna give us remedial lessons. hahas. sad. GEog just totally connects with me, so unlike the rest of the subjects. ohya! heehee i got full marks fer my internet research assignment thingy. wee! so happy. hm. yea. then.. english. no one cares doing her homework? yea. but i'm about to finish her homework. hahas. am not going to school tomorrow. cos it's cross country but i cant run cos of my corns. well, thank you corns. haha. fer the first time i'm glad i have them. lols. so... think i'm gonna study to catch up tomorrow.. anyways sher and cons have netball training after cross country.. so cant go out? and anyway i have MEP from 3-630. so, well. arh. it's gonna be torture tomorrow again. i just dont like the "tests" they give during the lessons... it's like, so many of them. in one day.
well talking about tests... my CA is like the week after CNY? so crapped up can. and until now i dont know what the teachers are talking about whenever they step into class. only geog. history, SS, chinese, A math, E math, all hopeless lah. gotta study by this weekend man.. sigh. sunday, 6th feb. tHe occasion. well? *shrugs shoulders*


and that's the story of the heart; at 10:51 PM





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