i dont know how i should be feeling now.
happy, sad?
i'm really thankful fer you sha, thanks for being there fer me more often than sOme pEople. -grins-
i never fail to feel better after talking to you each time. never. thanks so much. i miss euu... why cant you be here to bear my pain, together with me? hahas... evil me.
i really thank God for you. always. haha
church today was like hell for me.
i wanted to leave, to be in solitude.
everything wasnt appropriate for me.
she singing, i, asking myself if she really meant the words that was sung.
a terrible heartache. my heart tremoured.
life seemed so meaningless then.
eversince sec 3 life started everything is in a mess.
it seriously is.
homework not done or copied. golf not started. slacked during MEp.
whatever`
everything went hay wire.
when would all these stop?
i sense depression coming over me, once again.
it keeps haunting me. day and night.
mum, would you stop pressurizing me.
i'm old enough to know what i'm supposed to do.
although i want you to be there whenever i'm down.
but. i just cant express how i'm feeling to you.
i've never done that, and it would be too weird.
it's always because of my mood, that cause me to shout at you or whatever.
i'm sorry for all i have done.
i know you have my interests at heart.
hope a miracle would happen to me.
gotta do some self reflection.
set my targets, and achieve it.
no more playing around.
alright, set.
see ya guys again.
have a great february ahead!
and that's the story of the heart; at
8:49 PM
i dont know how i should be feeling now.
happy, sad?
i'm really thankful fer you sha, thanks for being there fer me more often than sOme pEople. -grins-
i never fail to feel better after talking to you each time. never. thanks so much. i miss euu... why cant you be here to bear my pain, together with me? hahas... evil me.
i really thank God for you. always. haha
church today was like hell for me.
i wanted to leave, to be in solitude.
everything wasnt appropriate for me.
she singing, i, asking myself if she really meant the words that was sung.
a terrible heartache. my heart tremoured.
life seemed so meaningless then.
eversince sec 3 life started everything is in a mess.
it seriously is.
homework not done or copied. golf not started. slacked during MEp.
whatever`
everything went hay wire.
when would all these stop?
i sense depression coming over me, once again.
it keeps haunting me. day and night.
mum, would you stop pressurizing me.
i'm old enough to know what i'm supposed to do.
although i want you to be there whenever i'm down.
but. i just cant express how i'm feeling to you.
i've never done that, and it would be too weird.
it's always because of my mood, that cause me to shout at you or whatever.
i'm sorry for all i have done.
i know you have my interests at heart.
hope a miracle would happen to me.
gotta do some self reflection.
set my targets, and achieve it.
no more playing around.
alright, set.
see ya guys again.
have a great february ahead!
and the story ends like this; at
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