what's happening now?
i shake my head in utter disgust.
only to find out our friendship wont last?
somebody, please tell me how.
sometimes,life just seems so trivial.
a little thought,could walk a thousand miles.
aiya. wth. life's so short. but. i still care very much about what's happening around me.
especially, you.
why must it be us?
it's not totally your fault kaes.
it's everything, added together.
it's hard for me to put you down.
for me to put everything down.
because it's reality i'm facing.
i hate to live in a life of self-deceit.
i really hate it.
why cant everything be smooth-sailing?
God, why, why?
so much has been happening.
i can take it no longer.
would you have believed if i told you i cried over you?
in my entire life, i have never cried over a friendship alright.
tabitha? no way.
but, you just mean too much to me.
i cant let this go.
i hope you fully understand me.
but now it seems as if i'm so trivial to you.
just like, an ordinay over-sensitive friend.
or rather, just a person at the back of your mind.
maybe?
who knows.
God knows.
*dreams*
and that's the story of the heart; at
10:24 PM
what's happening now?
i shake my head in utter disgust.
only to find out our friendship wont last?
somebody, please tell me how.
sometimes,life just seems so trivial.
a little thought,could walk a thousand miles.
aiya. wth. life's so short. but. i still care very much about what's happening around me.
especially, you.
why must it be us?
it's not totally your fault kaes.
it's everything, added together.
it's hard for me to put you down.
for me to put everything down.
because it's reality i'm facing.
i hate to live in a life of self-deceit.
i really hate it.
why cant everything be smooth-sailing?
God, why, why?
so much has been happening.
i can take it no longer.
would you have believed if i told you i cried over you?
in my entire life, i have never cried over a friendship alright.
tabitha? no way.
but, you just mean too much to me.
i cant let this go.
i hope you fully understand me.
but now it seems as if i'm so trivial to you.
just like, an ordinay over-sensitive friend.
or rather, just a person at the back of your mind.
maybe?
who knows.
God knows.
*dreams*
and the story ends like this; at
10:24 PM
