hEY guys, i have just returned from my annual church camp. i dont know why but whenever i hear chinese songs being played, it just sets my mind off things. i keep thinking about the past, reminiscing. well, i shall start relating to you guys about the church camp. yea, we went to Pulai Desaru Beach Resort, a hotel located just beside the South China Sea. the waves were really strong and "fatal" yea, no one dared to go further than 5m from the shore. k we settled in pretty well on the first day. i bunked with dearest sha and Lydia.. had lotsa fun besides the excruciating pain my ears had to take coming from the screaming and laughter of Lydia liao. hAha... she kept laughing non stop, for no rhyme or reason, which caused me to start laughing too. hEhe.. had great fun! love you lots lydia. hm. nothing really happened much on the first day. just that the lousy quality of food left on me a bad impression. EVerYthing had a funny taste. so did the water. oh my. yea. on the second day the game was really tough! ok i had to run like 4km oN the SanD. wth. it was really tough. we had to run like 10 laps, and after the 3rd lap or something, i felt nauseous. we were split into teams of 3-4 ppl, so i was lucky enough to be together with ISaac(my cousin) and jocelyn. ppl admired my team. hAha.! bleagh. yea so jocelyn had a sprained ankle though, so she faced difficulty running. however she persevered. after i stopped, she also stopped. so isaac joined my brother's team. yea... darkness just overwhelmed me. i felt like fainting. this hasnt happened to me in years. but i guess i havent been excercising much other than walking on the golf course playing golf. on the first day we had captain's ball as our game. it was kinda boring because of the lay out of the ppl. we were all confined to a place. yea, my team came in 2nd i think? well, whatever. doesnt really matter. ok, on to the third day. the youths met at 1130 pm, to discuss about our plan for next year's program. ok at first i took this as a trivial thing. yea, everybody was so relaxed at first, eating, joking and playing around. ok, everyone sat in a circle in Sarah's and Sian's room. Derrick shared about why he thought the youth group in our church was "splitting" yea, i very much agreed with everyone who shared. deep in my heart i was really touched and i really wanted to share too. i wanted to tell everyone that the number of ppl DOES nOT matter at all, it is the attitude of your heart you come with, to worship God. i guess the camp really set my mind thinking. as i sang the songs, the lyrics really identified with me. i had to do soul searching. alright, being a rather notorious girl in school, at home, everywhere. i have never really read the Bible, or did my daily devotions, until now. I really feel this urge to serve God. really. i wonder if anyone, anyone, every understand how i feel now. yea. k when lydia shared about why she didnt have a full attendance, that means she went to another church. that really, hurt me inside out. yea, she said that she learned many things there( perhaps?). the other reason was that the friends there were much more ... mature spiritually, perhaps? she didnt use this word though. but i just guess she was trying to say that the ppl over there are just better than the Saltshakers. ya. so , after what she said she was like, sorry Tabitha. actually, what she said didnt really bother me, until she said that. and she was so apologetic. i mean, what's done cannot be undone, can it? anyways. yea, after that, we were like having a cold war. i didnt talk to her much, she hung out with other ppl. i just feel that she's my best friend and yet not. even until now . i mean i treat her like one, i acknowledge her as one. but... sometimes it just doesnt work out between us. it's not that we quarrel or what, i just dont know.! it's like, even if i sms her sometimes, she just doesnt reply. why? Lydia, i really dont know. i'm just feeling so sick now. got a sore throat and have got Carolling tonight.. haix. everything's going against me. going to Orchard to sing too. so weird. i dont know why.
somebody, give me answers.
and that's the story of the heart; at
2:24 PM
hEY guys, i have just returned from my annual church camp. i dont know why but whenever i hear chinese songs being played, it just sets my mind off things. i keep thinking about the past, reminiscing. well, i shall start relating to you guys about the church camp. yea, we went to Pulai Desaru Beach Resort, a hotel located just beside the South China Sea. the waves were really strong and "fatal" yea, no one dared to go further than 5m from the shore. k we settled in pretty well on the first day. i bunked with dearest sha and Lydia.. had lotsa fun besides the excruciating pain my ears had to take coming from the screaming and laughter of Lydia liao. hAha... she kept laughing non stop, for no rhyme or reason, which caused me to start laughing too. hEhe.. had great fun! love you lots lydia. hm. nothing really happened much on the first day. just that the lousy quality of food left on me a bad impression. EVerYthing had a funny taste. so did the water. oh my. yea. on the second day the game was really tough! ok i had to run like 4km oN the SanD. wth. it was really tough. we had to run like 10 laps, and after the 3rd lap or something, i felt nauseous. we were split into teams of 3-4 ppl, so i was lucky enough to be together with ISaac(my cousin) and jocelyn. ppl admired my team. hAha.! bleagh. yea so jocelyn had a sprained ankle though, so she faced difficulty running. however she persevered. after i stopped, she also stopped. so isaac joined my brother's team. yea... darkness just overwhelmed me. i felt like fainting. this hasnt happened to me in years. but i guess i havent been excercising much other than walking on the golf course playing golf. on the first day we had captain's ball as our game. it was kinda boring because of the lay out of the ppl. we were all confined to a place. yea, my team came in 2nd i think? well, whatever. doesnt really matter. ok, on to the third day. the youths met at 1130 pm, to discuss about our plan for next year's program. ok at first i took this as a trivial thing. yea, everybody was so relaxed at first, eating, joking and playing around. ok, everyone sat in a circle in Sarah's and Sian's room. Derrick shared about why he thought the youth group in our church was "splitting" yea, i very much agreed with everyone who shared. deep in my heart i was really touched and i really wanted to share too. i wanted to tell everyone that the number of ppl DOES nOT matter at all, it is the attitude of your heart you come with, to worship God. i guess the camp really set my mind thinking. as i sang the songs, the lyrics really identified with me. i had to do soul searching. alright, being a rather notorious girl in school, at home, everywhere. i have never really read the Bible, or did my daily devotions, until now. I really feel this urge to serve God. really. i wonder if anyone, anyone, every understand how i feel now. yea. k when lydia shared about why she didnt have a full attendance, that means she went to another church. that really, hurt me inside out. yea, she said that she learned many things there( perhaps?). the other reason was that the friends there were much more ... mature spiritually, perhaps? she didnt use this word though. but i just guess she was trying to say that the ppl over there are just better than the Saltshakers. ya. so , after what she said she was like, sorry Tabitha. actually, what she said didnt really bother me, until she said that. and she was so apologetic. i mean, what's done cannot be undone, can it? anyways. yea, after that, we were like having a cold war. i didnt talk to her much, she hung out with other ppl. i just feel that she's my best friend and yet not. even until now . i mean i treat her like one, i acknowledge her as one. but... sometimes it just doesnt work out between us. it's not that we quarrel or what, i just dont know.! it's like, even if i sms her sometimes, she just doesnt reply. why? Lydia, i really dont know. i'm just feeling so sick now. got a sore throat and have got Carolling tonight.. haix. everything's going against me. going to Orchard to sing too. so weird. i dont know why.
somebody, give me answers.
and the story ends like this; at
2:24 PM
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